Currently I am under a lot of stress.
Wanting to get things done. but seems like time is running short.
Nowadays i get too blunt. Sometimes if you did something wrong, especially when it comes to not being responsible, you might not see me getting angry.
You might just see the colour of my face will start to change. Maybe turning black.
That is the time, when i feel like giving you few slaps on your face.
Yes, i have a strong urge to slap whoever who are so irresponsible, whoever who doesn't think wisely, whoever who cannot be awakened by just simple advice, and especially those who kept wanting to change their life, but is doing nothing about it.
I have so much anger and frustration in me currently.
sometimes i feel like just stop being so good and nice.
Have been meeting so many people recently, and I have found out a conclusion, people will always be selfish. People will always find ways to take advantage of you. People will always come near you because of certain thing you hold or possess is beneficial to him/her.
I don't exclude myself in this category.
But i hate it when i act like a nice tiger, people will think that i'm a sick cat. And start taking advantage over me.
I'm tired.
I need my own time.
I need my alone time.
I think i'm getting too drained out.
I think my liver is not in a very good condition.
I think I'm pushing myself a little too hard. Perhaps that.
I slowly have lost trust and faith in people.
If you find that i no longer call or talk to you nicely, it is when i suddenly realized that i'm being used, i'm being too nice to you, and you are not doing the same, and i have decided to delete you from my life.
I think i will feel better soon. I hope so.
