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2011-04-16T01:32:00.001+08:00

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398th

2011-02-09T20:39:00.001+08:00

Hi, it's my 398th Post.

Today is "ren ri", people's birthday, or "everyone's birthday", so long as you are a living human being!

I just realized it. I mean, i just recalled about this ren ri. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

I was feeling rather tired and exhausted the entire day.

has become clumsier, and seems like my physical body is quite weak.

Having pain, showing that the big auntie is gonna visit anytime soon.

Mentally, being quite messy up there. cluttered thoughts. confused ideas.

It's more to the negative sides. I better stop all that.

How is everyone doing?

For me, there are things which are moving forward, and things which are staggered, some which are stagnant.

For the one which is moving forward, I'm very happy and glad about it.

I hope I would become better and better. Thank You Dad for the support, finally. And Family. And whoever who gave me supports. Thank You. I guess I would be spending more time over there.

Things which are staggering, moving unsteadily.... I'm sorry for my lack of productivity, recently. It's because there is lack of people's support. I believe, we all can't just work at a place, without human bonding, without human touch, without love between each and every partner. Well, I'm just not a person like this. Independent, yes, but not to the extent that i could work and work, as if I'm the mother, and i'm just working for my children's sake, despite having no more love or any affections towards my husband. If you know what i mean.

I think, to work as a team, as least we must love each other as a friend. Respect, and all that. Some told me that If I would just focus on my part, and do my part, and care no more about what the rest has done, things would fall correctly at the right places. Okay, I would try to do something. Try my best, and give focus on my own acceleration.

But i'm just wondering why i could just start disliking someone so easily. I should really change that.

I'm also curious at how poor people are at their After Sale Service. They just forget about you completely. They treat you like shit after deal is closed, transaction made, and money transferred. You know what i mean? That's really irritating, and it pretty much upsets me.

Beginning to see and tearing more of the masque covering the reality. I guess what i saw and experience are only 0.00001%.

When we are studying, we always think that life is beautiful, you are just being negative. It is, but i guess the reality is as such, and will be as such as least for the time being. And what we have got to do, to change the world, is just change the way we think, and the way we view things.

Just like there is never someone perfect for you, you just have to love his/her perfections and imperfections as well, in order to make the love whole and beautiful.

About the thing which seems like it's not moving at all, I was passionate, the fire was burning hot, obstacle came....... was that a perceived obstacle? or is it really there? It could be a great thing. I'm quite confused, and unsure as to continue, or to stop. Am i just wasting my money and time just like that?

Have been having several conversations. About understanding. Respect. Change. Expensive Things is Better. Time Management...........

Sometimes i too would just fall into pieces. feeling scattered. you know what i mean. It's exactly how i feel now. sometimes people would tell me how good how good I am, sometimes they would come and tell me how terrible i am.

Something which i really need to learn is stop wanting to win over all battle. And stop wanting to be the first. And stop trying to prove myself right.

I'm rather tired. I think i need a good rest. You too, have a good rest yourself.

With Love.

Kinda my First Time!

2011-01-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

I've finally tried it myself today.

After hearing and seeing many people trying it.

After many people trying to push me into the same fire!

hehehe..

I was rather afraid, scared, and anxious.

Always didn't want to try it, had super low pain-tolerance. still is very low, negative something :P

Today, I was asking him to just touch and see it. Just feel it. No poking in. ONLY FEEL.

Then he managed to pull me into poking in.

I asked him, will it be painful? Please. Please be gentle.Please....... Really not painful right???

Can you let me have a seat first? I'm starting to get drowsy.... sweats coming out.

........

........

.......

eh, the feeling is not bad afterall...

No pain after poking in,

Just a feeling that something has entered, then he was poking and finding a sensitive spot..

I.... I have to admit, I liked that feeling. It's so mysterious. It felt like playing hide-and-seek.

He was like searching for me... searching for my soul(the sensitive spot)....

" Oh my god" I thought to myself, " it actually feels so nice and gentle...."

despite him saying that this might be a very sensitive spot and might have quite strong feelings.

"Ahhhh... ok OK. ENOUGH..."

He handed me the cotton pad. and the rest said " Ok, Next!"

Yeah, that was my first ever acupuncture experience! :)

I know what you are thinking, even myself felt that way, well, it's just the way i put it, and i can't help it. haha..
he was just feeling along the bone of my second finger, diagnosing what problem do i have.....

Seriously, I am starting to like being acupunctureD. He was being so gentle, and it made me feel loved! Are all acupuncturist as gentle and loving? :)

Oh my god. I know it might sound like there is really something wrong with me, but I guess, we all love to feel loved, and love to feel that someone was actually looking and searching for us...

haha. loving acupuncture.

Thank You Teacher. :)

Go have a try, but no guarantees though, after all, it all depends on the acupuncturist! hehehe...
If you wanna try the same acupuncturist, you can just give me a call or email me, I will let you know where he does his acupuncture treatment and service :)

Hey

2011-01-15T23:43:00.001+08:00

Just testing here to blog with my phone!

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Always wanted a...

2011-01-14T03:25:00.001+08:00

telescope..

Was just thinking about this, my house next time, I will have a place,

a very nice and comfortable open space,

a balcony, specially for this telescope, and for me to view the beautiful sky and outer space! :)

Look at how beautiful the stars are :)

I'm a person who can just sit or lie down, to just watch the sky and stare at the twinkling stars.

And not get bored even after hours :)

My Wish List <3

hang loose

2011-01-14T02:44:00.001+08:00

I have many things to say.

I know not to speak wisely. I know not to speak appropriately.

If you would just come closer, you can hear me whisper. I speak better that way.

I'm too worried about what you think, what he thinks, what she thinks, and what they think.

Living under pressure, thinking that I should be great in everything, or i shall be ashamed of myself.

Being overly detail-oriented, that's what they say, making all people around me so stressful, wait, do you mean that not many people are like that? You mean all people will only scan through main points? Wait, you mean I'm a perfectionist?

Crap, I didn't even know I was one.

But truly, slowly i could sense that people are not having great time around me. People get tensed up. People are so stressed out. Am I giving all of you too much pressure?

My dear friends, do know that I love you alot. Do forgive me about me being overly pushy. They said I should stop being so detail-orientated. They said I should let go, and learn to hang loose.

I'm quite afraid that when i hang loose, i might loose everything.

Am I holding everything too tight, till I can't receive anymore things?

Is everyone fed up and getting bored of me?

I'm a sensitive person. I cry very easily. I always want to prove myself right, when you think i'm wrong but when I think I'm right

Perhaps I should just let it all go. and relax.

Why are some people always loved by everyone around them?

How nice to be like one. How nice to have everyone listen to what you have got to say.

How nice to be loved by everyone. How nice to have people enjoying your company, and wanting to see you everyday.

I'm sorry. Deeply sorry for any stress or tensions caused.

They said you don't have to give any explanation about yourself to anyone. Reason being:

1. People who knows you well enough doesn't need that.

2. People who don't know you well probably don't even give a damn.

So I will just Say: I'm sorry. I wished to have treated you guys in a looser way. In a more relaxed manner. which we will have a happier relationships, and merrier happenings...

Good Night, I mean, yeah. Good Night.

A better tomorrow, yeah, and hopefully, and looser me.

Cheers.

I think i'm in love

2011-01-14T02:21:00.000+08:00

I loved you, I'm loving you, and I will still love you always like how I did, and how I always do.

I think I'm in love. I'm stalking on your facebook. I'm reading your old posts on your blog. I'm even thinking about our past old memories. I'm reading our sms again. I can't wait to see you everyday. I can't wait to just come and see you smile, even if it's just for one second.

But man, I'm in loved with a totally wrong person. Which i should not fall for again.

Man, I still want to see you smile. I still want to make you laugh. I love you. I'm still so in love with you.

And I simply can't let you know that I really do, deep down in my heart..

Let it be there. Remained as a secret. Always.

I am not a superwoman you know

2010-10-21T17:59:00.001+08:00

Currently I am under a lot of stress.

Wanting to get things done. but seems like time is running short.

Nowadays i get too blunt. Sometimes if you did something wrong, especially when it comes to not being responsible, you might not see me getting angry.

You might just see the colour of my face will start to change. Maybe turning black.

That is the time, when i feel like giving you few slaps on your face.

Yes, i have a strong urge to slap whoever who are so irresponsible, whoever who doesn't think wisely, whoever who cannot be awakened by just simple advice, and especially those who kept wanting to change their life, but is doing nothing about it.

I have so much anger and frustration in me currently.

sometimes i feel like just stop being so good and nice.

Have been meeting so many people recently, and I have found out a conclusion, people will always be selfish. People will always find ways to take advantage of you. People will always come near you because of certain thing you hold or possess is beneficial to him/her.

I don't exclude myself in this category.

But i hate it when i act like a nice tiger, people will think that i'm a sick cat. And start taking advantage over me.

I'm tired.

I need my own time.

I need my alone time.

I think i'm getting too drained out.

I think my liver is not in a very good condition.

I think I'm pushing myself a little too hard. Perhaps that.

I slowly have lost trust and faith in people.

If you find that i no longer call or talk to you nicely, it is when i suddenly realized that i'm being used, i'm being too nice to you, and you are not doing the same, and i have decided to delete you from my life.

I think i will feel better soon. I hope so.

Reiki Healing 霊気

2010-08-30T12:08:00.002+08:00

I will going for Reiki Healing Level 1 This Saturday! (4th September 2010)

Anyone interested, do call the master surjit at 012 284 6615, or you may e-mail me at cheanvoon@hotmail.com should you have any query.

It's a course teaching and attuning you to Reiki Healing. :)

"Reiki (霊気, English pronunciation: /ˈreɪkiː/) is a spiritual practice developed in 1922 by Japanese Buddhist Mikao Usui. It uses a technique commonly called palm healing as a form of complementary and alternative medicine and is sometimes classified as oriental medicine by some professional bodies. Through the use of this technique, practitioners believe that they are transferring healing energy in the form of ki through the palms. "

( Wikipedia, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reiki)

Benefits of Reiki

1. Reiki can be used on animals, plants, children or any living being

2. Reiki is the highest form of healing energy, it is always safe and can never harm.

3. Reiki lasts a lifetime. Once you have the attunements, regardless of whether you use the energy consciously or not, it is always with you.

4. Reiki does not interfere with medical treatments; it actually enhances medications and assists the body to heal at an optimum rate

5. Reiki can be successfully combined with other healing methods and is a useful tool to have, which can be incorporated into daily life. It does not conflict with religious beliefs therefore it is a teaching that can be used by anyone.

6.It is available 24 hours a day, right there in your hands! :)

http://www.tirisulayoga.com/reiki_healing.htm#Benefits_of_Reiki_Healing

Let's become Reiki Healers, shall we?

begin with level 1, and if you are truly interested,

you can join the level 2 & 3, which enable you to do distant reiki healing.

It means that just by seeing a person's picture, wherever he or she is, you can channel healing energy to that person, anytime, anyplace!

can't wait for the attunement!!

:)

2010-08-18T03:43:00.005+08:00

God and People other than God has answered my prayers :)

Always wanted a room with good feng shui.

It's always been messy, pilling up, min suggested the relocation of the lacy chest drawers.

I've been busy, and wanted to do it later. you know, like later, like tomorrow, and that later and tomorrow never come.

Tonight i came home after Yoga, my room was neat. The room suddenly felt brighter.

My prayers were answered. I think it is Min who did it. I'm sure.

Thank You so much Min, I LOVE YOU!!!! :)))))))))))))))))

Touched :)

Currently spending more time on Yoga Centre. I'm so glad that at least one of my dreams, can be fulfilled there :) You know, i'm really glad and grateful about that.

I remember I have told sir about it. Maybe he did not plan it on purpose, maybe he don't even remember that i said something like that, but it just happen.

Really Thankful :)

By the way, i've started to use Melaleuca, and love the product every bit.

The natural products, a definitely go green product :) I'm Fashionably Green now, hehe :)

Yiung, you should try it soon, you environmentalist! Let's go shopping at Melaleuca Store.

For the US & UK friends, Melaleuca is there too. :)

Help to save the world, and protect your family from dangerous & cancerous chemicals from home products!

I think i will not be a good marketing executive for Melaleuca.

Because i love the products so much, and it will make me sound like a hardcore sales woman who will just tell every potential customers how good and how great the products are...........

I sound like i am in love with Melaleuca. By the way, i really am!

Yiung, at least i'm nearer by one step to your world now, Your Green World. :)

Oh yeah, maybe i should stop telling people how good the products are. Try it yourself.

And let the products speak the quality. :)

Totem

2010-08-14T17:35:00.003+08:00

A Dream? or a Reality...

INCEPTION!!

2010-08-12T18:44:00.005+08:00

I WANNA WATCH INCEPTION SO BADLY!!!!!!

Can you believe it?

I can't even find someone to watch it with me :(

ok i only asked yiung, but i dont know i am tired!!

i wanna watch it. maybe gonna watch it alone then. :(

你做過哪些蠢事?

2010-08-12T00:27:00.002+08:00

別否認自己不蠢！

別否認你一定做過至少一样以下的蠢事！

Q1. 用手插入米缸的米裡面插來插去 ?

Q2. 地下有階磚時，特意隔一格一格來走（不可走過界，要完全在格內）

Q3. 用鏡面反射陽光，照來照去

Q4. 鋪張紙在硬幣上面，然後用鉛筆在上面描，描個形出來

Q5. 吃完口香糖之後，將糖紙包回原本四四方方的形狀出來

Q6. 超級市場踩著購物車行走

Q7. 貼張寫著「我是白癡、我是笨蛋」之類的的紙條在同學的背後

Q8. 拍別人左邊站在別人右邊或拍別人右邊站在別人左邊

Q9. 踩別人的影子

Q10. 丟或踢別人門口的拖鞋

Q11. 下樓梯時坐在扶手上面滑下來

Q12. 在手扶梯上往相反方向走

Q13. 用螢光筆塗在指甲上

Q14. 下雨打傘，總是故意地轉那把傘

Q15. 家裡沒人時，對著鏡子學跳舞／演戲／唱歌

Q16. 在街上見到狗就扮狗(貓)叫，見到貓就扮貓(狗)叫

Q17. 下雨的時候，拿起傘故意往雨大的地方走去，聽雨啪啪的聲音感覺很爽

Q18. 玩墊包裝裡的那張有很多泡泡的塑料膜，把泡泡一個一個按破

我做過其中13件事。

hahaha!!

How about you??

saw this in facebook, and just wanted to publish here for all you people to see it haha.

See how many silly things that we have done in the past, but sure will make us smile and smile again, even after so long :))

I secretly like doing Q14 the most. haha

And Min, er.. we just did Q6 at Ikea last week! feels so fun ! :P

Btw, just for you guys to have a great time laughing at your silly self ;)

p/s: Darling do you remember we have such great laugh at Tropicana City Mall about sms which says something like this? haha... and i know what u have done before hehehe :P

Check out my new book shelf!

2010-08-10T00:54:00.001+08:00

Just bought it from Ikea yesterday! Thanks min min for spotting it and helping me to set it up and everything else! Love you min! :-*Love my new six storey bookshelf too! It's about 70% occupied already... :-P

Allow & have Gratitude

2010-08-06T12:30:00.004+08:00

Allow, and things will flow naturally the perfect way.

Have Gratitude, and all great things will come easily.

It's not just the word 'thanks' or ' thank you', it is being grateful in your heart for all the things you have been given and enjoyed in your life,

but not having the thought that it's a must, or obligatory that others must provide this this that to you.

Well, if you know what i am trying to convey :)

Thank You Maxis for the super great plan! being loyal is a good thing shown here.

I have got many many free stuffs and rebates from Maxis hehe

Thank You so much!! I'm so happy. :))

Other than that,

on a rather low-vibes note,

people are dying one-by-one.

In just these few months.

I just got a news from sir that Joyce, someone i have met in the workshop (9 months long if not wrong), have just passed away last night.

A mother of a small daughter, not more than 4 / 5 years old.

I just saw the husband last tuesday getting some treatment CD from sir.

Well, the uncertainty of time of death.

Rest In Peace, Joyce. May all be good & fine.

Ah hun a jim, i hope you are at a more beautiful place now.

as you have done alot of good deeds, and have done alot of chantings :)

安息吧！

Two of them died of Cancer.

Yesterday, someone from Muar called my dad and said someone has just passed away.

I am unsure whether my dad is capable of handling so many death news or not.

Last week went Funeral for siu mui gu gu ( also cancer) , and came back receiving news that ah hun ajim just passed away too.

Luckily few ten minutes later, they called again, telling dad that the uncle who was announced dead by the family, was successfully saved by the doctor. phew..

people, please take very good care of your health alright?

For all the dead, hope all will be well and fine. hope all has ended all the suffering.

Well, that's all about it.

Should stop focusing too much about death & cancer & all that saddening things.

I hope Uncle Loh, will be recovering very soon.

Yummy

2010-08-03T20:07:00.001+08:00

Yummy pan mee with curry soup base. First time trying. It's really nice!but i feel guilty now cuz having yoga later Hahaha. Please don't tell anyone please.. :-P

Need more time, Really

2010-07-28T02:13:00.001+08:00

Business Opportunities are all suddenly flooding in.

Perhaps because i am starting to read about Rich Dad Series by Robert Kiyosaki.

Some which i am quite committed to did not really seem to appreciate my talents & ideas.

Not saying that i have alot, but you know what i mean.

Perhaps i am still the youngest among them.

There goes people who think that it's always the older the wiser.

Rich Dad please guide me.

Should i take these opportunities?

Business Opportunities , when not taken at the right timing, will turn into Business Risk.

Do i have the money?

I mean should i really spend it now?

Risk & Reward.

I'm so sleepy. and the form is waiting for me.

am i capable of that?

Rich Dad said our reality is what we think is real.

Like the Wright Brother who kept pursuing their flying dreams, just when everyone else including their father was teasing them.

But now we all can fly everywhere because what was not possible, when thought possible, will be a reality when the right actions are taken.

And we really have to thank them both, for achieving something what everyone thought was unachievable, for believing it was possible.

Hmm.. business opportunities.. Now Time is the issue. & Money.

Will talk more about Rich Dad Series soon.

All should read it. No matter who you are..

The Little Red Book, 1926

2010-07-22T01:53:00.003+08:00

Here you go,

the famous Little Red Book by R.H.Jarrett, as promised.

Read it now because it is only 5 pages in total.

click here for a slightly more colourful version. (but 12 pages!)

I still prefer the first one.

Is being positive wrong?

2010-07-21T15:26:00.004+08:00

Some people will come to me telling me their problems.

What i always tell them is Think Positive, and Good Things will start to take place :)

Yeen now you have cases already, do you call my advice co-incidence?

hehe. I'm fine with that, because when these little miracles start to happen in the beginning, many would claim that as well, so i blame no one.

When i tell them, really trust me, just be positive and good things will happen right away!

Some would laughed at how naive i am.

Some would just said it right at my face uncontrollably: " aiyah! u don't understand lah!! u are thinking everything is so easy but in actual fact it is not anything like what u think!!"

" omg, u are overly positive lah."

But sometimes, things just happen naturally :)

They say all positive thinking but no action would reap me no rewards.

天下沒有不劳而获的事情。

你这样空想是没用的。

Yes, i don't deny a thing you say about the above statement. 'all positive thinking but....'

sometimes i wonder why it did not happen when i thought i was thinking positively.

and now i think i know why.

It's because of one thing.

u need 100% Faith + 0% Doubt in order to manifest anything you have been dreaming of!

When you start to doubt and be suspicious whether it works or not, it will not work, or maybe yes but takes a longer period.

I don't know, i am still in my experimental phase. :)

Faith. what is faith. one day, my brother-in-law happened to explain to me the difference between 'Believe' and 'Faith'.

'Believe' - meaning trusting when you can see it or you have seen it before.

'Faith' - meaning trusting even when there is nothing where you can base your trust on.

Why do we pray to GuanYin/ Jesus/ Buddha/ LordShiva / the God you workship to?

It is simply because we trust them.

but what kind of trust is that? is it believe? or is it faith?

Have you seen them yourself?

Why do you trust that they will grant your wishes and prayers?

Now if you understand,

You will know what kind of trust is that :) I'm sure you know the answer within you.

So to sum it up,

for positive thinking to work, you aint not doing anything.

You are removing all the doubts you have within you.

You are fully trusting yourself. You have full faith in yourself.

And that is when the good things will start to take place. :)

oh yeah, don't push / try anything too hard as well. because it doesn't really work.

just leave it, let it flow naturally, or let yourself be led by your feelings, things will start to happen :)

All The Best to all of you reading this!

p/s: I have an old book i accidentally came across online. published 1926. will let you know more about it perhaps later tonight, or within these few days!

夜深了

2010-07-17T02:55:00.001+08:00

我还不是很想睡　..　喉咙有点不舒服,应该是发热气了..　头也开始痛了起来..　不该吃的roda snack 我吃了一整大包!!　该少吃的榴莲还吃得不少呢!　贪吃的后果啦..hmm.. There's so many things that i want to do right now. But still on and off. On is more for sure but sometimes i wonder is it that important to achieve all that? Do they worth my time and effort? My mom told me the other day, when we are young should work hard and 去拼　,　老了才可以"跷起脚"来坐享其成 .　Maybe i should really give it a go. No matter what. I can still tell to myself. I have tried. :) let's do it for our youth shall we?

是谁？

2010-07-14T23:25:00.005+08:00

刚回到家。

坐在电脑这儿，依稀听见一把女人的歌声...

时近时远......

那把歌声，有种扣人心眩的感觉...

听起来很舒服...

又有一种像鬼戏里的插曲，

一个很孤单的女人,

唱着她的悲伤，述着她的故事......

有种说不出的凄惨......

到底是从哪儿传出来的呢？

我想，

是爸爸房内的电视吗？

还是。。是妈妈?!

刚好妹妹上了来，问她，

原来真的是妈妈在K房 :)

哈哈，妈，怎么你今晚唱的歌那么不同呢？

现在唱的这首正常了点，因为她平时还会哼哼唱唱的...

妈, 您唱歌真好听!！ :))

p.s: pheww.... 幸好不是什么鬼，不然我会怕的！！haha

就这样，该睡了，晚安。

Oh Yeah, 差点忘了，

方大同，生日快乐！！

Waiting for your new album :)

File Shopping!

2010-07-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

My everything is everywhere in my room now :P

Especially papers! books! magazines! I have lots of them can go up to few tonnes i guess?

Should I read about the business tonight?

or should i do some cleaning & clearing of my room?

Btw i just bought lotsa lotsa files & folders from Popular today!

cuz i need them & they are really cheap!! price slashed!

Three 4-pockets file for RM7, (original price : RM 3.90 each)

Three 20-pockets Clear Folder for RM10, (original price: RM6.90 each)

Two Ring Folder for RM10! (Original Price: RM6.90-8.90 each)

'Zhong zi' I saved alot lah!

Happily back with so many files & folders,

hopefully able to help me clear my mess on the table!

Hmm.. I think I need a nice nice cupboard for my books & magazines.

They are flooding my room i am serious!!

Waiting for more money to come!

I think i'm gonna have a mini library for myself next time for sure!

with the ladder kind. :P

Ah..I like it!

Change

2010-07-12T00:04:00.001+08:00

It's a different department tomorrow.

Internal Auditing.

Let you know what,

actually since the begining i was so excited and eager to come to this department.

love to learn more everyday.

When announced about this change, from Sales to Internal Auditing,

my heart was pumping really fast.

I am feeling a little scared & nervous.

I don't know what, perhaps it's the uncertainty.

I guess it is normal. sometimes i feel that i am independent yet not all that independent.

I feel that i need more support from others nowadays. mentally i mean.

Hope everything would be alright at work.

Hopefully everything turn out fine.

* Fingers Crossed *

Wikipedia: To cross one's fingers is a hand gesture used to superstitiously wish for good luck or to nullify a promise. The supposed loophole of crossing one's fingers whilst making a promise is usually exploited by school-aged children.

Crossing one's fingers, by curling the middle finger over the index, is thought to bring good luck....

checking Wiki because this is the first time me using the phrase after seeing so many people using in the past!

First time seeing it was Lindsay Lohan who did it few times in her Parent's Trap Movie(1998). She looked really cute & pretty there :)

Anyone remember that scene? or have anyone watched it before?? :)

Cute Movie. Long Lost & Found with Identical Twin....

Parent Trap Trailer

Excited!

2010-07-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

If you do notice at the side bar on my blog page i have added this widget box showing some quotations from whoever someone.

I just saw the recent one. It says something like:

" A business is not a good business if it is a business to make money and contribute nothing to the world "

Yeen! The business that i talked to you about does more than making money!!

It's about the Global Issues now! :))

My hands are trembling as i am so excited about this project.

I am uncertain when i'm going to begin it, but i sure am very excited about it. :)

After talking to you,

i couldn't agree more to what most have said that:

knowledge is power.

knowledge is something you gain and can't be taken away from others.

Knowledge is like an endless well you can never dry it up.

Knowledge is to learn everyday till your last breath.

and the key to knowledge,

the simplest way to gain knowledge is through GOOGLE!

Google Search I mean!

Yes! that method has been inspired to me by one of my ex-colleague.

He's such a knowledge-digger he learns so much he knows so much as his young age!

I start to google almost everything that i do not understand.

Well, busyness & laziness have stopped me quite a little, but i will continue now as i recalled!

It hurts nothing to know more! agree with me?

And one thing i do use up the Dictionary.com as well! :)

Let's talk about some Accouting now.

If some money are spent one-off where you do not gain any recurring benefits, it is being treated as an "Expense"

If some money are spent where you are going to gain recurring benefits in the future,
you call it an "Asset"

In ordinary terms, we call it as Investment.

So if we are spending money to gain more knowledge,

for example to take up some courses to gain more insights about something of any knowledge field,

we should treat it as Investment instead of an expense,

because certainly we are going to be able to use the knowledge in the future. the only thing uncertain is only the time as of when we are going to use it.

Even we are able to learn from whatever we have in our room, let alone the professional courses held outside.

You learn from the window : " look out for opportunities"

You learn from the clock : " Appreciate every tic-toc as there is no turning back"

You learn from the light : " Be a light shining upon everyone till your last breath"

And more and more if you are creative enough! :)

It all depends on how open are you to accept these little messages in life that are trying to guide you all along! :)

Good Luck to all who are pursuing anything!

May we all learn more and more everyday,

may we all gain more and more knowledge and grow wiser every second.

With Love.

Astrology

2010-07-08T14:43:00.002+08:00

I'm always excited with predictions about my future,

whether through tarot card readings/online predictions.

And one thing great about me is that i only take in the positive predictions!

As i believe our destiny lies in our own hands, and if we remain positive, it is how the good things and great changes will take place in our life!

For you people who are overly negative, or taking all these predictions too seriously, i warn you not to try.

How if the predictions came out to be something really bad, are you able to accept it?

will you get panic and worry?

By the way that is not what i wanna say.

I just wanna let you guys know that i saw this link in facebook.

Free Astrology Reading - note the word "FREE" cuz i'm not willing to pay any money for people to read about me yet. whether accurate or not :P

I went in, it just requires me to fill in a simple form with my personal details & email address.

And promise to send me my astrology report 2-3 days later.

I was quite excited i checked my mail almost everyday after I have submitted my form!

And i'm so happy the astrologer- just replied me with my Astrology Reading!

My Personal Astrology Reading, as promised no later than 2-3 days!!

It was a rather long report.

about the future i'm uncertain how accurate it is,

but when she talks about my character, it is like so accurate!

And the best thing is Everything's Free!

but if you would like to know more in details of your FUTURE, you need to pay extra lah.

but i think the first astrology report is sufficient!

I feel more excited about life now!

If you are interested to know where, let me know, i might be able to give you some guidings as to where to go about. :) To get the Astrology Reading from her i mean!

But firstly, ask yourself, are you ready to know the truth, or whatever seem to be the truth, whether positive or negative?

Craving for mee goreng!

2010-07-05T23:29:00.001+08:00

Just now i ordered this indo mee goreng at the restaurant below my dance studio. It sucks! I remember last last saturday i ate was really good! Then They told me it's different person. Not satisfied i came back having maggi goreng at SS2 here! It's Yum..

I'm a bench lover!

2010-07-05T19:24:00.007+08:00

其实想把这个图当HEADER 的！！

但想一想我们好像没位子坐下来好好聊天，只好选现在这个了！

但这个很可爱吧？我喜欢

Wow

2010-07-04T09:02:00.001+08:00

I'm the first to arrive today. :) not always little miss late like what they say...

New Blog Look

2010-07-04T01:33:00.009+08:00

Hi all,

a little bored with my old blog skin.

accompanied me for quite some time.

Thank You. Appreciate it much.

I'm currently looking for nice blogskin!

this should be the temporary one.

How's the header? nice? I like it. :)

I'm good now.

Do msg me in the new chat box!

the previous one i have dumped it sorry because it doesn't show the date & time.

Everything New!!

I miss everyone. seriously

especially those who are so far at the United States.

Good Night all, will continue my renovation of the blog some other day:)

I need love. I need hope. I need harmony within body mind & soul.

2010-06-21T23:03:00.004+08:00

damn i feel like crying.

in fact my tears are out already.

I danced like shit today.

and exam is like this saturday.

my partner has 9 other partners.

& we hardly practiced together.

I can't feel him.

It sucks not to dance with feel with the partner.

and i dont know everything seems wrong today about dancing.

i was making pasta & maid nearly cut my leg off.

no i mean the knife slipped and cut my leg.

A BIG KNIFE.

i am lucky as it was nothing serious.

i am feeling so lonely inside i need some love.

i need support

i need love

i need care

i am deprived of all that now which makes me feel loved & wanted.

I am quite tired of dancing cuz everything seem so wrong suddenly.

help me.

i just feel like crying like a baby

maybe it's just dance

a PASS is sufficient.

maybe i am expecting too much from myself.

i don't know.

just felt super down & emo & i need love

OMG

2010-05-29T23:36:00.001+08:00

Just just just just came back from khalil fong's concert! My Fong dai Tong!! So so cute and the performance was marvelous khalil!! Enjoy malaysia.. I'm coming down from genting already. :-*

Yeah.

2010-05-17T16:42:00.001+08:00

I bought another basket of flowers for mom for mother's day. Last week bought a bouquet of pink carnations. I saw it it looks so beautiful so i bought this pink pastel roses for her.. I just want to make her happy.. But maybe she wants nothing at all...

Wee!!

2010-05-17T16:34:00.001+08:00

I just made Kuai Ling Gou! 龟灵膏　Waiting for it to memejalkan :-D

Just a little something of myself

2010-05-11T19:28:00.009+08:00

Why do people's voice getting louder & louder when they are arguing even though they are standing at the exact distance?

They say it is because their hearts are getting further and further away from each other,

hence they feel a need to raise their voice...

By the way, just felt like writing it I don't know why.

I am a very random person. Very random, i say very random things, i do very random things, i like very random things.

Some people might think that i am weird, but i can only say every one is unique in a different way.

And so i should feel special about myself.

Recently have been admiring this HK artist - Fang Da Tong.

Khalil Fong, a very great composer, a sing his heart out soul-singer,
a very humble artist.

I admire his talent alot.

He is getting so famous now, yet he remains so simple & humble.

一点架子都没有! I admire that alot.

I wonder how can someone sing so greatly, how can someone produce such great music.

He is really my role model.

We might be in a different field, but it's all that essence that i want and wish to learn from him.

I met him yesterday, he is so real. but i felt like it was just like a dream.

You know what i mean?

I was hoping to hear him sing at least one or two songs...

well, hope to see him at the Timeless Concert.

May 29. I can't wait until this date, and i don't want it to come so fast too, as i might just be there and ta.. it's already the end of the concert. :(

How nice if he can have few concerts here in Malaysia.

I will go for all. I don't know.

I feel the soul connetion between him & his singing. I really enjoy his live performance. It always give me surprises.

On the other note, i just watched IP MAN 2 叶问 last Sunday.

First time sitting at the third row, the screen was so HUGE!

But now i find myself different already.

I am willing to try out anything,

I am willing to live life a different manner than normal routined ones :)

I am more allowing these days , and i feel that i enjoy things more, even the little & insignificant ones.

by the way, the movie was great. I had an enjoyable moment watching it, despite sitting so near to the screen.

I like the way IP MAN remain so calm and silent about his talent and ability in KungFu.

I understand that we need not to act like someone GREAT to let others know that we are really great. One day people will come to know..

Just like IPMAN. He is so quiet about himself.

but when he starts to fight, the entire world knows about him.

Martial Art - to train your patience, you are just fighting within yourself, not others. :)

I felt like learning Martial Art already!

I have not been a very patient person...

Learned that in a movie - The Legend of Chun-Li too...

I don't know .. I have many dreams.

when i see others are good at something, i wish to learn up as well.

but they say we should be focused, step-by-step, one-by-one .

And they say occupation and hobbies are two different thing.

Why are we working?

to earn an income to support our hobbies, ie. what we love to do.

some who are really lucky have the opportunity to turn their hobbies into their jobs,

for those who have not,

we will work hard, wait, i mean work smart together,

earn lotsa money,

so we can have freedom later.

we can support what we love to do.

and slowly turn our hobbies into our job!

Meaning, earning income doing what we love to do.

I would want to learn the piano again.. :)

There are so many things to be done.

I think i should be positive about work.

I should be more serious about my job now.

I should not see it now,

i should see the happiness i can gain later in life with the money earned.

I should be long-sighted!!

I'm sorry for making anyone worried.

I will be back to normal soon (:

I will forgive those who have hurted me..

I know because they all felt insecured,

they feel better when they put me down, when i am embarrassed.

I truly undestand now.

I should listen to Sir.

I should look at the picture,

not be in the picture.

I should have deeper understanding in every single things.

then what i thought was really big deal, would just be a tiny little small things.

I will try. I will try.

1. allow things to happen & flow naturally.

2. allow others to embarass/say what they wanna say, it's all their choice.

3. Enjoy every moment in life, and never feel shy to do what i love to do or enjoy doing, as this is my life, it's all about me, myself, and my only self.
If i care too much about what others think, i am living their life, i am wasting my time, that is for sure.

4. Be less calculative. Every cause there is an effect, for every good deed we do, there will be a good return. It is just a matter of timing.

5. Keep my room tidy at all time. It's my room, it's my responsibility.

6. Be more diciplined. Being diciplined meaning doing something no matter like or not out of obligations.

I felt like the mess in my room are one of the causes in making my mind feeling so confused and messed up.

I just cleared my wardrobe today.

I have been buying too many clothes.

I love myself.

I wanna stop here. good bye.

Yes, and i wanna thank Khalil Fong for being one of the supports in my life.

Sometimes when i feel lonely, when i feel left out, when i feel like nobody undetstands me, noone is beside me to support what i wanna do,

i listen to his songs.

It calms me down.

He is just a like a close friend.

Thank you so much Khalil.

Wee... !

2010-04-29T23:33:00.001+08:00

Guess what i just bought! Haha. Happily playing with it but quite careful not to waste any :-P lovely pink dress!

2010-04-26T13:27:00.001+08:00

Not very nice but i like it. We were at this tea pot cafe Haha. Playing with Yiung's lomo..

Blek.

2010-04-13T19:53:00.001+08:00

Who asked me love him so much :-P can't wait to see him!!

Dance

2010-04-05T02:25:00.008+08:00

Oh my god.

She made me feel like dancing again!

I mean dancing to modern songs!

Just, just like a Circus.

MISS LIM PEI-WEN YOU IMPROVED SO MUCH!

DAMN!

I miss dancing with you already.

those days during PBSM Installation!!!!

you get to perform my dear britney's songs!!

I felt few years younger suddenly.

Bubble Teaa Boutique

2010-04-03T04:32:00.006+08:00

Yeah,

my sisters just opened an Online Boutique!

Go support them k!

Thanks! ;)

www.bubbleteaa.com

Do you read my blog?

2010-04-03T02:28:00.007+08:00

The exact question should be

Does anyone actually read my blog anymore??

It's something I want to know.

Maybe I'm just being too egoistic.

Maybe it's all the insecurities inside.

How can someone be so popular like Xia Xue?

Anyone can just follow her blog like daily?

It's nice to know that there are people who love what you write.

I mean, those who loves to know what you feel.

those who agrees with your stand.

those who just cares about what is going on with you!

Perhaps it's a little late.

It's making me talking a little like i'm drunk.

I get drunk easily.

Even without liquor.

酒不醉人，人自醉!

Ah. Good Night. It's already 4.30am!

Time & Tide comes only once

2010-04-03T02:24:00.003+08:00

Hi All,

It's 2am in the morning.

Simply can't fall asleep.

Despite the fact that i'm feeling extremely sleepy and tired myself.

Perhaps just blog a little to update you all about my life.

Been sleeping quite late these few days.

having difficulty in sleeping.

Insomnia we call that.

Just like now!

Have eating disorder too.

Been eating alot these days.

Really.

more than 6 meals a day i'm sure.

I even can have supper twice.

let alone the double dinner double lunch...

EQ.

Some times i wonder.

Is it being nice?

Is it being untrue to ourselves?

Is it pretending to be nice?

Is it call faking it?

Or It's just letting it go.

And allowing things to happen in whatever way they are meant to.

Well,

been reading alot these days.

I love reading.

Sometimes it's quite difficult to read from cover to cover,

time constrained.

Talking about time,

I still have not given my full respect to Time yet.

Still being late.

Still Sleeping late.

Still being last minute.

Still underestimating the time i need to get ready.

the time i need to reach a particular place.

Need to really change that habit.

Sometimes i felt nice that i am on time,

and others are later than me.

It makes you feel calmer somehow.

Should really respect time.

And stop letting others wait.

Oh yeah.

Should stop all the Procratinating too.

Day-dreaming is good.

It's good to have dreams i know.

But all dream but no actualization are just time wasted.

Treasure time Everyone! (:

Big big flower with face!

2010-03-13T14:41:00.001+08:00

Haha. Saw this at mid valley. Was with Yeen last Night. The irish restaurant food was great! Wanna go watch Alice in a Wonderland soon. Maybe read the book first... ;) Happy Weekends!!

Long journey

2010-02-26T04:31:00.001+08:00

Yeah this is the place i sleep.. Haha. First time sleeping along the corridor! The wide window beside, i can see many stars out there! It's so clear and bright. I should have studied about them before i come! Haha. Enjoying myself here! Three hours plus to reach to destination... Listening to my mp3 while being in and off dreamland! I like the feeling. I can feel it's gonna be a fantastic one.. I will be back! Love ya all. ;-)

Life?

2010-02-25T14:44:00.006+08:00

Life is a puzzle.

It makes you think alot.

Sometimes excessively.

Cracking my head thinking why and why everything is happening?

what causes them to happen?

Why and why oh why sometimes when we wanted something so much, yet it does not come.

Is it playing games with us?

Sometimes something or someone came into our life, call it something or someone negative,
then they left, with full relief u thought to yourself that phew... finally it's all over,

yet u simply do not know why and how, the similar event you thought u have escaped may happen to you again, few months or few years later,

the same person who was bothering you, once again enters into your life, out of nowhere,
sometimes when you are about to forget them completely...

I don't know.

Life is full of challenges awaiting us to battle and fight at all time!

People. Human beings.

The only living thing that has the most similiarities with all of us,
are in fact the hardest living things for us to live in harmony with.

Sometimes when your evil-ness i call that, when your evil-ness does not reach that level yet,

you might keep wondering why on earth did this person do such terrible things to those around him,

what made him/her do such a dirty deed....

I don't know.

I read a book. Ami.

He says that when our heart is filled with love,

then everything we see, everything that appear in front of us will look beautiful.

Nothing will be ugly.

Is it true? Really true?

Anyways,

on another note,

I noticed i have been acting weird these passed few days.

Because of what someone has said and done.

Trying to tease,

Trying to put me down,

Trying to embarass me in front of everyone...

I'm so scared because i did not show any temper.

I did not show any temper because i didn't want the relationship to just spoil like that.

I still need to work with this person in the future...

I'm just scared if i just keep everything inside, it might cause me bad health!

I feel a little unsafe now.

from that day onwards..

I feel quite empty outside even if the place is filled with people.

I kept waiting for the same things to happen again like how it used to,

but it always disappoint me. :(

Something i did, they told me the person would normally do the same thing as well..

keep telling me about the person.

Perhaps i should just let go and just let it all go.

but it's not easy.

something that was carved in the memory.

It was not just sandcastles.

which can be demolished easily..

I dislike people coming and just leave like that.

although what they say,

天下无不散之筵席。。。

Hi all!

2010-02-12T22:47:00.006+08:00

Is it true that I'm really growing up?

Tomorrow's already Chinese New Year Eve,

Yet not feeling anything festive.

I don't know.

I feel so calm that i don't feel the urgency yet to tidy up my Messy Room!

I don't know.

Maybe everything will be gone with the wind.

Memory will fade.

Time will heal.

Tic Toc.

All should be happy tomorrow ok.

Be a super good human being,

stop bringing troubles to those around you.

do only the good things, carry only the good thoughts, speak only the good words.

Work is OK for me.

But i fell sick for the second time this month.

Like you know the whole package.

fever-flu-cough-sorethroat

am feeling better now.

Hope the first day of CNY i'm all Recovered! :)

Do enjoy yourself to the fullest during this CNY.

Laugh it real :)

Tomorrow BETTER BE A GOOD DAY

2010-01-03T21:22:00.008+08:00

It says:

Be a little more of yourself and others will join you.

You don't need anyone's approval in the way you live your life.

You have been a little too giving.

_____________________________________

Yes i find it very true.

I think i have been too giving in already.

I think the limit has reached.

And i'm not gonna give in no more.

Too bad on you If i am not in a good mood.

You know who you are,

stop being so negative,

or i think i might not even pick up your calls anymore.

It's so stressed out,

to cheer u up again and again,

yet i don't see any improvement.

If you know what i mean.

You better keep your promises.

You better.

Yes i am in a very ruined mood.

I am sick.

Tomorrow works gonna resume.

And i'm sick.

It's crazy.

I hope I don't hear all the craps from anyone in the office from tomorrow onwards.

Or i might just explode and give you a few slaps.

Just to tell you i'm not really good at faking it.

Especially faking a smile when i'm totally pissed.

My day is all ruined.

2010-01-03T21:16:00.003+08:00

ah.!!!!!!!!!

i feel like shouting and screaming non-stop now.

i rushed from there,

and i did not get something that i need.

And today is already the last day of promotion.

damn shit.

i think young people should learn more on how to respect those who are elder than they are.

should learn how to be more well-mannered.

should stop making me feel like giving a few slaps on their faces.

Yes i am angry.

I am indeed very furious.

I was rushing all the way.

was talking to a friend.

and then received many calls from them.

then i told the friend i was going to call back.

Last minute plan.

And wish that i can reach like immediately

Crazy.

and the friend was angry.

thought that it wasn't and important call.

made the friend waited so long.

was rushing for mom's present as well.

It's such a crazy night.

When i was driving just now.

I couldn't stop myself

but to pressed the horn,

just to relieve my anger abit.

Maybe.

Yes u can say u will roughly know how a person act by the way they drive.

I hate it when i get no respect.

I hate it most.

Just Back From HK & Macau

2009-12-27T22:15:00.007+08:00

Hong Kong Disney Land! so magical.. ;)

And At Macau, The Country of Dreams...

Western Kuan Yin / Oriental Mary
(so they say)
And de Ruins of St. Paul Church!

so magnificent.

i can stare at it for more than an hour, i swear ;)

It's so beautiful there at Macau. :)

It's such a lovely country. Really.

The buildings there are so English/European-Style..

My sis said Macau seems like a fake Rome. haha. Really.

I am loving it, and would like to visit there again for sure!

Who's in this time?

Air Asia Please! :D

Just because i know u will read this

2009-12-27T22:06:00.006+08:00

shopaholic to the max!

Looking forward to the Next Outing!

When i don't see you, remember to take care and be happy always k.

Don't simply think negative and attract bad things anymore k :)

you're so lucky to get it back you know.

I will be here for you,

but for me to assist you,

you have to allow me to help you first k?

all the best in everything.

-Nothing's so BIG DEAL!- ;)

是否那天我们触电了？

2009-12-16T23:53:00.010+08:00

那天我有去看流星雨！！

要等很久才有一粒。。。。

一粒来。。。

我们睡在路边...

但是感觉很舒服。。。

*****************************

I missed it...

But from what my friend said,

it really sounded very nice...

How nice if i was there as well...

If anyone going next time, bring me along yeah..

Christmas? I'm not feeling you yet :(

2009-12-16T14:56:00.006+08:00

I always love Christmas.

Always am the very first ones to get excited about the Christmas Season, The Beautiful Christmas Decos..

This Year,

I don't know why.

Like Liz, I am not feeling the Christmas Joy yet.

I don't know.

I feel that it is so near, yet so far.

So Cheery, Yet so Lonely.

hmm.. I bet it's gonna be really nice to have a White Christmas :))

Enjoy you people who is so fortunate out there! :)

Death. and reborn.

2009-12-16T08:49:00.012+08:00

I really think that we should live today as if we are really dying tomorrow. or perhaps tonight.

Some might think it is too negative or what.

But i say no.

It is indeed the most effective way to make us move.

The most instant way to help us remove fears in whatever we wanted to do but was afraid of.

And i think we will of course treasure the loved ones beside us more.

And also the unloved ones beside us, but those should be loved as well.

Or if it didn't work for you,

Try doing Yoga Corpse Pose.

Google it online.

Feel as if you are dying,

and are dying.

and is dead.

What regrets do you have in your mind?

What else did you want to do, but was left undone?

Who else did you want to meet, but was too busy?

What else did you want to say to your parents who has been raising and taking so good care of you?

Died.

Then Imagine and feel that you are reborn again.

Wake up,

do whatever left unattended.

Do whatever you feel like doing.

It's not gonna be wrong.

If you really did it sincerely with your heart.

Cuz they say, even the most evil man,

before he dies,

he speaks and only utter pleasant words, and asks others for only good favours.

Die, and reborn in this life again.

And begin a new life.

A Totally New One,

With Totally New Perspectives.

A Positive One, That is.

Love at First Sight!

2009-12-15T23:10:00.011+08:00

Just came back from the workshop!

Great.

I am happily playing with it now!

It's a male. btw. haha.

but i secretly wished it was a female. :P

Trying to do some healing with it on my mom now!

p/s: my crystal is so unique-looking. i love it so much! muax.

i might show it to u one day if we do meet up! :D

Spend less for MORRRREE, I say!

2009-12-14T20:42:00.020+08:00

I think it's a gift from God if we have a taste.

Good Taste i mean.

We don't necessarily have to splurge.

The smartest shopper would be the one who can come back home with something which look so totally expensive,

yet did not burn any big hole in their pockets!

That is an art,

which not much people have, i think.

To err is human,

i'm sure we make wrong puchase decisions too sometimes...

But well, who cares, right.

start learning to be a smarter shopper now!

Purchase something which look like a castle,
but cost you like a kettle!

Don't have too much faith in Branded Goods, yeah.

I didn't say no branded goods please,

I mean we should only opt for those reasonably priced ones!

Don't you like it when people ask you,

'Oh my god. i love your dress so much, did you get it from xxx (some expensive store)

but in actual fact, it was actually really cheap??

Or do you prefer,

'Eh, nice dress, i think i saw something like that at Sg. Wang.'

and your face turned blue,

because it costs you a bomb!

Ah. It's an art. i say. it's an art.

And i'm not too sure if practice makes perfect this time!

Always obtain a second or even third opinion if uncertain!

from trusted parties and not the salesperson of course!

Oh Yeah, by the way,

Christmas is near, Already!

Happy Shopping ya!

Spend More for less this time,

Spend less for MORREEeee?

you decide. ;)

I don't know what brought you here

2009-12-14T04:07:00.003+08:00

But if you are here, please love me for who i am.

Unpolished Pearl?

2009-12-12T19:27:00.011+08:00

I have a test tomorrow.

But i can't tell you what test it is! ha! :P

well.

I just realized that sometimes we happened to be able to do things that we never thought we are capable of!

That is very strange to us sometimes.

But, i would say it was actually your hidden talents / potentials.

I secretly believe that we have so many hidden talents which are yet to be discovered!

I myself too have done quite some things which i never thought i will be able to do it.

And I think it is basically because of:

1. What others have said.

- especially those negative remarks.

And especially when everyone seem to look down on you.

-

Then to shut their mouth and to make them stare with admiring eyes,

We Made it!

We will no matter what put 100 times extra efforts secretly behind their backs,

and

just shine and blind their eyes all of a sudden! hehehe :P

2. Jealousy.

Why they can do it, and why i can't????

Why they have it, but i don't have it!!

Looking at the glass greener on the other side,

I always start to wonder why they can do it, and why can't i?!

Sometimes, without hesitating much,

I would start to do what they are doing great, which i admire, or secretly is jealous and envy about.

Really,

I am not kidding,

I have done something out from zero.

And is doing it quite well.

Without much flaws.

You don't have to know whether you are good or not.

You know it when people start to compliment you,

as if you are born with that talent!

And no one would know that you started from A.

but you totally looked like you were born at Y.

Well if you know what i mean.

Just wanted to say, dont have doubts in yourself.

start to search for more hidden talents within you.

Unleash them all.

And Steal the Limelight from all.

haha.

Good Luck.

p/s: Practice really makes Perfect.

And

Just Do It!

No matter how uncertain the outcome will be.

You'll never regret.

Hi Good Morning People! :)

2009-12-10T08:01:00.012+08:00

Good Morning!

Woke up this morning.

Tuned the Alarm Clock earlier than usual.

I had a plan. (:

A surprise perhaps u can call that!

But, a surprise can always be dumped. If you do not tell earlier :(

That is the dark side of it :(

Remain it as a secret?

I am quite hungry. haha. :)

Cook my breakfast, or Out for Breakfast alone?

Must be him who talked so much about break-fast break-fast last night.

I was never a Breakfast person.

until i started working.

Need all that carbo energy protein all that nutrients to keep my brain running!!

I never blog for so long. I think it's a waste of time. Already.

But when i look at others' blog, oh my, how nice if i have the time and stronger will to blog..

Maybe i might start blogging again.

It's considered an Luxury now, Really. Especially for working people.

After work, u get so tired and worn out, u rather spend time not thinking about anything.

Shopping, Lying there, Tvbs, Facebooking..

This is something we should stop, oh stop!

Should starting eating more ROTI! :P

I mean get more Return of Time Investment (ROTI)!

Stop wasting time, like 06.23 am of 10th December 2009 ,

yes, it has passed. and will never come back again.

whether spent wisely or not.

Make use of all the 24 hours by doing something more constructive!

Get the most of out it.

Remember, don't put everything in one basket..

Diversification, Remember?

Low Risk? High Risk? You Decide.

But that decides your return too... :) your ROTI!

Be the most successful investor of life /(Time) i say.

Be the one who has the Most ROTI!

I hope you have found the best way to invest your time for the time being!

For those who have not, (just like me) Let us start now!

Stop wasting even a single second.

(Plan is just a plan without execution!)

Let us all stop Procrastinating like how we used to do!

Can you just start seeing from a bird eyes′ view?

2009-12-10T02:32:00.001+08:00

I wonder why some people are so short sighted that they just can't seem to see the bigger picture of everything? NO PAIN NO GAIN. Why some simply are just too resistant towards the pain hence sacrificing or even overlooking the huge gain? I was rather disappointed. When you just wanted good things for them. When you just wanted to help to improve their life. I guess all people above 18 are matured enough to think and decide for themselves. I shall not interfere further.. May God bless them. Perhaps it is not meant to be. Perhaps they are meant to learn and live life through the hard ways. God Bless.

下雨天

2009-11-18T16:31:00.012+08:00

怎樣的雨 ,怎樣的夜,

怎樣的我能讓你更想念?

雨要多大,天要多黑,

才能夠有你的體貼?

Gratitude :)

2009-11-08T21:39:00.007+08:00

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.

Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.

It's easy to be thankful for the good things.

A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.

Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.

found this online.

I think we should all appreciate for what we have.

By being thankful and grateful, all the good things come more into our life! :)

I really think our thoughts can change the entire world.

I mean your own entire world. Why would you want to waste your time to change others' world ?

I have this guy classmate in dance.

I seriously dislike him.

He complains all the mistakes on me.

Dancing is about two person. Okay.

So everytime when we rotate.

I dont look at his eyes.

Whatever he said,

I just put a light smile, just like telling him :"Whatever you wanna say...."

Or just look away.

Then often we can't dance in sync.

either he will lead me wrong ways or just that our timing is out. or our routines would be not syncronized.

that day i thought to myself.

Why not just change your thoughts,

the more you hate it, the more he will complain, the more mistakes will be made, the more anger will be created.

so i just look into his eyes. Dance with him with a Neautral Heart. No Hatred or Anger or Whatsoever.

Surprisingly, we did quite a good job that time.

Quite in Sync.

Not much problem.

But No way,

i still do not want to dance with him at the Annual Night.

I know he wants to. Blek.

Even asking the teacher to ask me to dance with him. What the.

Sorry lo. I don't like to dance with you.

No mood.

Kevin Please Come Back Fast. I heard that you are coming back.

I can't be dancing with this guy at the exam.

Btw, the thing that i wanna say is , just by changing your thoughts, just by looking at a same situation from a different perspective, Everything Changes!

So that day i did a great dance with him.

But i chose not to, always. :P

well. He deserves that. Talk so much!

OK. I KNOW i never blog for very long. But Hope you like the Gratitude post! :)

A post for myself.

2009-10-15T15:41:00.011+08:00

i am here.

not to blog for anyone.

Just to blog for myself, perhaps.

Just to remind myself every single day.

to not be overshadowed by all these negative thoughts.

day and days passing by. so fast.

time and tide waits for no one. and no one.

It's only myself who is not going to benefit if i still stay like that.

if i still do not improve myself. i am just gonna stay this way forever.

and it sucks. looking at myself like that. slacking each day.

negative personal growth. very bad. terrible. miserable.

Hence, this post is mainly for myself.

i have a diary last time. very very long ago. I am too lazy to write.

U may read this too if you want.

Things for myself to remember.

I always tell people this and that and this and that [macam very good advisor]

but in actual fact, when you yourself is in the situation, u are always, most likely blinded.

cannot see clearly. like even more blinded than people who have lost their eyesight.

so here is just whatever i feel like writing. no rules. no boundaries. no plans.

gonna let it flow wherever it wants to.

Always am so confused with my own fashion taste. I bought so many clothes, i was so happy.

Now i look at my wardrobe, and it seem like there is nothing for me to wear. At all.

I was so moody the other day, wanted to look for something more colourful to brighten me up. What the, all i can see was black and black and grey if not white , green, blue. and black and brown. only left with some colourful ones bought very long ago during uni time.

crazy. i think i need to get more colourful pieces for work. no more dressing everyday like i can attend the funerals anytime!!

sometimes, i am so confused. I look at some people who dressed so hard. who seem like they are trying too hard. i wonder myself, why oh why do they have to waste so much time throwing everything on their body making them look even messier than a messy christmas tree. i mean its like they look abit pathetic to me.

i sometimes do think that the clothes, the outfits, all are just secondary. what is more important is the inside. But In business, they say Packing and Presentation is also Equally Important...

I think Life is a confusing game sometimes... Most of the time, i mean.

[ i have so many to write, but i am already feeling exhausted. will continue soon]

after a tea break perhaps. give me sometime.

HEHEHE!! feli and i share the same birthday for once!!! :D

2009-10-08T00:29:00.006+08:00

lalala.. i am so happy for you girl.

you have grown up. 22 already.

a very Happy Birthday to you.

and hope everything is extremely Fine for you :)

Fine. Very Fine! :)

Love Ya.

Anything, we are there. ;) will Always be there for you.

p.s: air tickets on you k :P

hope u have a GREAT and FABULOUS ONE!! :D

Blek.

2009-10-07T23:53:00.001+08:00

I'm still 21 now. Please ask for my Age before the clock strucks at 12 :-P yes what is so big deal about our age. As long as we still have dreams that keeps us young at heart always .. Forever 21!!:-D

知人知面不知心

2009-10-01T00:05:00.004+08:00

It's quite scary sometimes...

Don't ever betray one's trust.

Because it will never be granted again.

Never..

OPEN YOUR EYES BIG BIG BIG BIG and SEE EVERY SINGLE THING (ESPECIALLY HUMAN BEINGS) EXTREMELY CLEARLY.

Never Judge on first impression.

You need at least 12 months.

Don't run too fast into conclusions.

Or you might regret.

You will never know what this person is really thinking at the back of his/her head..

you never know.......

Wee.

2009-09-26T18:27:00.001+08:00

We had so much fun!:-D i hope i still can remember the way to oug and hope Yeen can remember how to come my house ah Haha. Looking forward for our next outing! Flee market at night lo. Muax. It's amazing we still can get so crazy with each other .. Hehe! Soon! Soon! I enjoyed myself! (;

Mei Mei.

2009-09-16T21:25:00.001+08:00

That's my cute Mei Mei. I very long never go crazy with her already. Except for the graduation day photo session. I miss her so much liao. So busy i have not much time for her. Muacks. Si jie love u k. Study smart and become someone useful and also a great person later in life k (: you can do it der.

Hey!

2009-09-13T23:34:00.001+08:00

My dearest tomato dear is so Damn pretty today. I super love your hair k. So so so happy to see you again. Muacks.. So yi yi bu she. Hahaha. Missing u already. (: remember to stay happy always k?

Hey!

2009-09-06T20:45:00.001+08:00

Finally got that piece of paper!:-P the Graduation Ceremony was a blast. Thanks my dearestssss for comin! You know who you are Haha. And Congrats to All who graduated too! :-D MAY ALL OF US HAVE REALLY BRIGHT FUTURE..

Hey!

2009-09-06T20:44:00.001+08:00

Oh no

2009-08-31T19:37:00.001+08:00

Look at the the Books i have. The box is already full. Am tidying my super messy for very long since work started room.. I think i need to stop adding anymore things to my room. Haha. And i simply have too many Books waiting for me to be read. Not to mention clothes, shoes, accessories, and all that you would have plenty as well. Perhaps i should give away some of them... So many to tidy yet! Jia You!

陶醉在几米的世界里...

2009-08-29T23:47:00.001+08:00

Just bought a book today. But read thee or four of 几米's Books there! He's one of my favorite. Loving the moments when i'm so into his fantasy yet so realistic world...

Come to jaya33!!

2009-08-29T16:31:00.001+08:00

Went there for subway just now. And i saw my collegues over there! Go grab for really really cheap kitkat and MILO chocolates before it's all gone! I bought some to support. Got some free gifts too Haha. Smarties available too. Really super cheap compare to outside.. Just near the fitness centre and flea market....Hope you Enjoy your ChOCoLatey MErDeKa!! (:

Blek.

2009-08-27T22:41:00.001+08:00

Who wants to come to the bookfest at klcc with me again? For my third time Haha. I love love love Booksss... Muacks.

10 Things God Won't ask u on the day u leave the world...

2009-08-15T19:30:00.015+08:00

(1)

God won't ask what kind of car you drove.

He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.

(2)

God won't ask the square footage of your house.

He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.

(3)

God won't ask about the clothes you have in your closet.

He'll ask how many you helped to clothe.

(4)

God won't ask what your highest salary was.

He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.

(5)

God won't ask what your job title was.

He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.

(6)

God won't ask how many friends you had.

He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.

(7)

God won't ask in what neighbourhood you lived.

He'll ask how you treated your neighbours.

(8)

God won't ask about the colour of your skin.

He'll ask about the content of your character.

(9)

God won't ask why it took so long for you to seek salvation.

He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in Heaven, but not the to gates of Hell.

(10)

Well, a friend forwarded this to me through e-mail.

I find it very meaningful.

Hence decided to post it up for everyone here to see.

went googled for the pictures above as well :)

as the pictures are only with sceneries.

Well, definitely not because of the 10th point that i am posting this up.

Hope you guys would appreciate these few simple yet extremely meaningful lines =)

Always remember to do good.

Say no evil, Hear no evil, do no evil. :)

Always be true to yourself as well.

And treat others with love, love, love. =)

Hope the post will enlighten you,

because it did enlightened me, very much.

well,

2009-07-27T21:41:00.008+08:00

I have a few bad news here.

Not to announce all for sure.

i'm so scared, people getting all kinds of sicknesses, people dying...

it's so unpredictable.

When it wants to come, then it comes right at your face.

Without any notification or whatsoever.

I'm sorry, did not intend to see it. but i just saw it.

it made me feel so scared. so scared that he will leave us one day.

i wanna spend more time with him.

i was so worried when i got to know about his lungs conditions.

i'm so scared. Gong, i promise i will spend more time with you. And popo too..

Next on,

this dancing partner of mine.

He, initially i felt that he came to class just because his cousin pulled him in.

He was not as passionate as his cousin.

slowly, especially towards the exam,

I find that he is slowly liking it , and i can see it from his facial expression when he danced with me.

i could feel that he is starting to like dancing, if not love.

really, from his smile, gesture, body language and all.

i'm sorry i did not go for the competition with you.

it was rather inappropriate for me to join you like that.

but why disappear like that?

i was rather sad to hear that he is stopping due to some personal problems.

really, i enjoyed dancing with him so much,

that i suddenly felt that my dancing life is quite hollow, meaningless now.

secretly hope that u can just come back, once again.

and we will do the dance. the international one.

never felt like going for it so badly, until i got to know that u have stopped.

p.s: i don't know, i really thought i found my dance partner. i seriously am very upset about it. And i dont feel like dancing with anyone for exam, or what. U know.

that kind of chemistry.....

damn. it's so difficult to get it.

and now it's gone..

really, i don't wanna hear your sorry. your very sorry..

My medicines!

2009-07-16T19:13:00.001+08:00

Doctor gave me two days MC. YAY! I'm really happy. He's that doctor i saw last Year. He still remember me! And asked any exam this time Haha. So nice to see him again. Yes i will drink more water for sure doctor.. =) oh yeah don't worry it's not H1N1..

Hey

2009-07-16T18:11:00.001+08:00

I'm at clinic now. Waiting to see the doctor. I hope the doctor this time is as nice as the last time i was here.. Just met a nice and friendly guy here. Coming here to pay his remaining consultation fees. Well he has recovered i guess hence he's so bubbly. Thanks for making me feeling better even if it's just a little. Yes i will take care of myself.

hi

2009-07-16T09:01:00.017+08:00

i'm sick today. :(

it started on tuesday itself, with the sorethroat.

then wednesday the flu is coming, and slight fever in the morning as well.

but i still went to work and smile and talk and walk and do everything as if i am not sick.

i salute to myself :P

well, i have met so many BIG people in the business yesterday.

and had a great talk with someone. very motivating and uplifting.

so i think it's a net gain afterall. ;)

specially thanks to kenneth that i am feeling much better this time. :)

not going for work today..

decided to let my body breathe. let it be healed first.

Good Day Everyone =)

p.s: i dont know why i have this feeling that i have run a thousand miles non-stop

and i really need a break now.

but don't get me wrong.

i am enjoying my job so much now.

so many things to be learned.

the sponge simply just need to take a break now to absorb more things tomorrow,

day after tomorrow, and many many tomorrows...

today,

2009-07-13T22:24:00.007+08:00

i am not feeling so happy.

well, i was quite happy. but after receiving a call, i could feel that my entire world is collapsing.

i cannot live without you.

i simply cannot live without you.

i just lost everything.

maybe tomorrow u might see me smile, but that is not the smile that is reflected from my heart.

for my heart is crying.

it is bleeding.

Really. i said Really. I trusted you. I trust you. And will always trust you the most.

Don't feel cheated. Never. because it makes me feeling even more upset.

I'm feeling so lost. so lost in the middle of nowhere.

come save me.

please do something about it.

i cannot, and i do not wanna believe in whatever you just said.

simply because i can't take it.

You are so prescious.

so prescious to me.

now, u are telling me that everything might be the same, but everything might not be the same anymore.

no, i can't.

Just when everything seem to be settling down..

I swear it was only fear.

I swear it was not suspicious mind.

I swear.

I trust you so much.

I hope the Universe will build all these connections back.

As i need them very badly.

i just feel like i'm slowly sinking into a deep deep sea.

Very Dark.

somewhere which i do not know the directions of.

come dive in and save me ok?

it's crazy that i feel like dying.

i have no mood for my work anymore.

I feel like ending all these.

I feel like going back into the past.

And i promise, i will give you my full support. and all the trust i can give.

and i'm really sorry for making you feeling that way.

really.

p.s: i feel like a living corpse now. Like a body without a soul.

对

2009-07-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

那天　,我去放风筝了...　风筝飞得高高的,　越来越高,越来越远…　儿时的回忆却似乎越靠越进了…　那天的我，很开心，真的很开心…　微风带来了回忆，时间仿佛停止了转动…　亲爱的曾经路过我的人生的你，我好想你们！！啊………！！　我心中大声的呼喊着你们，　你听见了吗？

YOOOOu HOooooo!!!

2009-07-04T00:13:00.017+08:00

it's Friday AGAIN! :D

so damn happy.

for a working person,

the Most happiest day for him/her would be PAY DAY!

the second happiest day would be FRI-DAY! :P

that's what i personally think la. :P

i mean that's what most of us look foward to ma.

during monday, i hope its not monday but its tue/wed/thurs instead so friday comes faster and yeah! our SatuRDAY NIGHT FEVER come and our BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY MORNING comes :P

yeah.

i am extremely happy today.

Guess what. My work, my job i mean is so damn interesting.

i'm -lovin -it -so- much just like how they love MacDonalds :P

ok back to my working life.

i'm lovin each second of it.

Credit Control, of course it really did give me some kind of foundation to understand how things work.

now, Sales.

it's so challenging.

it's so unpredictable.

anything can come at any time of the day!!

i love this feeling.

we
(me and my current boss-the management executive),

we look at datas everyday

(well, it's my third day only haha. the first day he went out and asked me to stay to read the reportssssSS)

we analyse datas everyday(i assume)

we have to set target for the salesmans to reach OUR TARGET.

we have to check the availability of stock, and predict the market demand,

and to see what to order, and HOW much to order.

this is a very important step as the products' lifespan are really short like 5-7 months.

so we can't afford to overstock ourselves.

it's so exciting.

it's so different.

i learn so many from the management executive in just 3, er i mean 2 days.

i have attended an Interview. it was really fun to see how the applicant promote and sell himself.

Also, u get to know so many other things from him if he happened to work in other companies or industries.

Also, my management executive is so damn IMPROMPTU one.

Today is Friday. So i decided to dress semi-formal. to suit the "Casual Friday" Theme like how they always state in Fashion Magazines.

Then my executive told me, :" Today, we are going to a few places"

i was like what! but lucky i brought a purple scarf which looks quite elegant and formal , and my working outfit was 50%50% la. meaning not too informal la.

so we went Shah Alam and did Market Visit!

Two Wholesalers!

was really fun! :D

looking at the products... :)

thank you so much for teaching me so much in such a short period of time :)

i seriously enjoy so much.

but stop asking me whether i find it more interesting or fun in Credit Control Department OR here at your place. Because i guess you know the answer. :P VERY SENSITIVE QUESTION LE!

yes. and my dance exam result is OUT already! :D

thanks DA JIE so much for putting the EXOTIC MAKE UP for me. (and also my hair :P)

She Deserves this Remark from the Examiner! (SUPER LOOK!) :P My Teacher told me the Examiner loves my look. haha. lalala :P

but i thought my makeup was too thick that day...............................hmmmm....

ok yeah about the results u can ask me personally. for those who care :P

oh yes. and thanks tzee yeen dear for the support and also motivation for work(u know what i mean, i keep my promise) ;)

oh yes, so enjoy your Weekend Buddies!! :D

p/s: i have received a few name cards already. BuT BUT BUT i still don't have my own yet. :(

plus plus plus please remind me to buy a name card holder okay.............

yo people.

2009-06-29T20:36:00.008+08:00

i finally have time for myself.

i mean, to just chill at home after coming back from work.

Don't have to practice my dance anymore at the moment. hahaha.

Last Saturday Exam was Fun! haha. i Mean together with the Celebration at Thai Restaurant and Neway la. haha.

The results might be out already, but guess i am just going to find out on Friday itself.

During My Class lor.

Yes, no doubt i am a little nervous about the results haha.

I kinda miss these few weeks dancing 2-4 times a week after work.

i miss dancing Rhumba seriously ! so romantic. i think i am a romantic person. HAHAHA.

we'll be doing Jive this Friday!!

Btw, back to work.

Stop Calling me Miss Credit Controller already.

i am ready to change my identity.

Starting 1st July 2009.

So, i have been appointed to undergo trainings under one Management Executive.

Call me Miss Management Executive Trainee now.

well, i will be learning about Sales!

FUN!!

just that i have to really brush up on my communication skills.

i have to be really good in talking,

and in making people listen.

and also in convincing people.

i will have to talk to the salesmen from my company.

i will have to guide them when the time is right.

but misscheanvoon has to stay low and humble as always :)

because i think by being low and humble, u can reach to the top, slowly, but surely.

well, probably i am just gonna do a little bit of research on the products this Sales Executive is managing.

It is a totally different line of products, hmm different brand i should say as to what i have come across in the Credit Control Department i am working in.

i can do it! do me some cheers!

p.s: i am extremely excited.

1. tomorrow is my PAY DAY! Weeee!!! :P

2. We are gonna celebrate our Father's Day at One World Hotel.

Buffet!!!! SLurp SLURP

Last day promotion. Buy 2 Free 1 ! hurry go if u can! :D

ok now, i am gonna go through my mails. reply mails. probably watch youtubes. and maybe Astro on Demand Later. haha.

wait.

Felicia just told me her plan through MSN.

She's leaving on August 6! noway! i am calling her now....

hahaha i was fun.

i called Feli with my house phone.

Then Loo called my handphone.

then we are all talking about this.

then suddenly IMPROMPTU.

i on my house phone speaker.

and i on my handphone speaker.

and we did something like what lizzie mcguire and her friends did in the movies hahaha...

well it was fun!

and now we are heading to Yiung's house to talk about it because Yiung surely cannot come out. blek.

YAY!! so happy tomorrow's PAY DAY!!! :P

Okay .. La la..

2009-06-28T22:50:00.001+08:00

I look like this now. This is my current look. :-P missing me or not seriously ...

Yeah ..

2009-06-23T12:42:00.001+08:00

If you can spot the guy wearing green shirt... Yeah.. He's our sales executive. He's the one who's being so nice calling to my extension to ask whether i'm getting used to my work, and surprisingly, he seemed to be able to see that i don't really like routined work Haha. But well, it was very sweet of you. (: thanks for the care.

hey!

2009-06-20T00:34:00.009+08:00

hey people! :D

it's been awhile.

been really really busy here.

Dancing Exam is on next Saturday!

Wish me luck haha.

oh yeah, actually i wanted to stop eating so much.

so i would look slimmer and Sexxxieeeerrrrrrrr while dancing.

well, since a month ago i already Wanted to eat less.

but till today i am still eating damn alot. Ahhhh

oh yeah. my dad bought durian for us from Gotong Jaya!

Sunday, so tempted...

NO NO NO NO DANCE EXAMINATION IS COMING!!!!

Monday..... cannot. tomorrow got work..

Tuesday....

Wednesday...
....
....

TODAY!!!

how le. eat or not le.

OK!! must.

yum yum.

sorry dear partner.

hope u love durian as much as i do.

because we are gonna practice tomorrow at Puchong..

hahahahaha...

Shh..... i don't think he reads my blog..... Shhhhh..............

la la la...... :P

p.s: i think i need a picture for you people.

very long never post already.

wait. give me a minute.

let me look for it first ...

....

no i can't find any nice ones :( wait till next time then!! bye!

enjoy your weekend okay~! :D

ahhh

2009-06-15T01:22:00.009+08:00

yeah.

gonna have an external meeting with two persons of very high importance tomorrow.

my first ever Business Meeting.

Never had any in the company.

ah yes. i can do this. i know i can.

good night.

wish me luck!

p/s: if you care enough, please do sms me to show me some love and support as well!

Yeah

2009-06-09T12:28:00.001+08:00

My lunch for today. Two biscuits from Penang and gummies!! Yeah i did not go out for lunch. Having headache.. Take care ya you all.

hello!

2009-05-30T00:39:00.013+08:00

yeah. just back from yamcha!

with aunties.. elder than me by about one zodiac cycle, which is approximately 12 years.

they are all 30+

yay and of course 3 guys la. 2 small sweet 17 boi and one uncle haha.

but oh well, the aunties are still damn hot. wearing really tight and body hugging shirt, and super sizzling hot short skirts.

and me wearing not-tight-at-all t shirt plus short skirt... -_-

then just now they told me they thought i was around the same age as them!!!

HALO AUNTIESSSSSSSSSSS I AM VERY VERY YOUNG AND YOUNG AND YOUNG TWENTY ONE OKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

sad :(( luckily this girl who is around 26 said i don't look that old. i look like my age. HAHA YAY

oh yes. why aunties, i mean why with hot aunties?

after my dancing class ma.

yeah i am doing Latin Dance ;)

and my examination is VERY NEAR ALREADY!!! Ssscaredddd......

Back to my work.

oh yeah, yeah!! It's FRIDAY!!

i don't know why i was feeling really moody this morning till 4pm.

although it's FRIDAY. maybe i did not thank god. ah i don't know.

i am starting to think that some of my work is getting slightly boring for me already.

boring meaning, routined work. some about filing documents, filling in details, i dislike jobs which doesn't use much of my braincells.

i suddenly realized that i love brain-storming.

i prefer to think and think and think, instead of just dream and dream while stapling this, photostating that, and keying in this and that. it's so boring, so unchallenging.

i didn't realize i was like that.

i want SOMETHING MORE CHALLENGING! more challening means MORE FUN!!!!

ya i know i am crazy.

yes i am starting to like work.

i am so proud even that day due to some reasons my dad told me just take leave for a day, but i insisted to go, and yeah! i went for work! :D so proud of myself.

and i am so happy to go to work nowadays. i will dress nice nice like supermodel, wearing super high sexy 4 inches killer heels, and super thick make up.......

ya.... your head. haha of course not. i am still myself :)

i really hope i can be myself there, and still be liked and respected :)

i love smiling and i love receiving smiles as well! =)

and i hope i can be true and do not need to fake any smile just to please anyone.

guess what? i just hope all the things that is making me happy in my life right now are not just temporary.

not like when i started to love this restaurant and the next thing i know they are either closed or shifted.

i really hope i could hold somethings back.

stop myself from ageing...

stop people that i love from going further and further from me....

but oh well, the earth is never gonna stop spinning,

everything has got to change, everyone has to move on.

you either go forward, or falling backwards. never stagnant.

yeah that's about it. i guess i would stop here. it's getting pretty late already!

p.s : i still remember the 99 year old thing.

p.s : i hope i can be less shy.

p.s: i hope i can just be like Guan Yin, not judging anyone, treating every in a similar manner :)

p.s: i am starting to love my job. the more challenging part, and also the workplace :)

p.s: oh yeah, please remember to take care of yourself alright? =)

Good Night. Have a wonderful weekend ~ :)

Really.

2009-05-27T18:51:00.001+08:00

What you feel like doing now but is still hesitating, stop right now and just go for it!! I just missed something today... Really, don't give a Damn about the outcome because when we look back on life, we will regret more on the things that we didn't do than the ones we did.. Now let's go for whatever it is ok? And leave no regrets...

La la la. Time to go back but i'm still here...

2009-05-25T18:33:00.001+08:00

Now i know leaving office on time is not that fun. staying longer but not doing anything at all feels so fun! Ah... So relax.... Love it.

hmm...

2009-05-21T00:06:00.012+08:00

just had an argument with my mom.

yes. the last time was very long ago.

it was just a very small matter.

then due to some misunderstanding/misinterpretations, and we started arguing.

i tried to explain i interpreted her words wrongly. But she didn't want to listen. She just go blablabla and bla..

yeah. i can't blame her.

When someone lose their temper, they can't hear anything at all.

They can only hear themselves. What they think is right.

really i didnt want to fight. I just wanted to explain to her what i said was not really what she thought.

but then she fought back again with her own view, the one which was wrongly interpreted.

hmm

i just kept quiet. and went upstairs.

i guess sometimes i can't express too much of my feelings like that. i just wanted to tell her that we can't assume something is easy when is it easy to us. It maybe really difficult for someone else. That's all..

but, yeah. i know. luckily i did not lose my temper.
but i did raised my voice a little.
then i quickly brought it down. I was about to lose it...

Because it was something that i was really poor in and she keep telling me it was really easy... hmm..

but i just hope she would understand.. luckily it only lasted for not more than two minutes.

but well.. it's okay.... i guess.. hmm..

so there goes all the lovey feelings from mother's day.

i just ruined it, did i? hmm...

300!

2009-05-17T23:30:00.012+08:00

wow. it's my 300th post. both published and unpublished :P

yeah, it's been awhile.
i mean a LONG while. i know i have been missed. ha! :D

working, working life.

still adapting.

it's not bad overall,

meeting people from different walks of life.

most of them are i can call them liguistic man. Most of them can speak so many languages very fluently ok.

English BM Mandarin Cantonese and especially HOKKIEN!

Yeah, for those who do not already know yet,

i am WORKING in KLANG !

very far i know very far. 45 minutes only. when i go 125km/hour takes 40 minutes also. haha

Shhhhhhhh.. my normal speed is only 100km/hour la.

oh yeah. regarding my job.

Just Call me Miss Credit Controller for now. :D

i have alot more of others to learn. but yeah, just call me that, for the time being. haha.

enough of updates. i know most of my friends you who are reading are still studying.

enjoy your studies now ok! study smart. try daily life application of what you have learnt in the college or university. it will help alot.

don't memorize things u may get 100% but well, you think u are smart, but u know what i think about u.

oh yeah. call me out! but i'm only free on Saturdays.

Book your appointments early to avoid disappointments. hahaha :P

TAKE CARE!

(keep yourself healthy to fight againts H1N1 ok! :P)

i seriously miss all of you so much. especially my little blog here! MUAX!

p/s: tomorrow i'm gonna like approve orders all by myself already! Discretion on me!

i know i am wise enough. i know i am.

Wee..!

2009-04-30T19:14:00.001+08:00

My first pay!! YAY! FYI i still do not know the amount yet Haha. Gonna open it now! And gonna enjoy my first ever labour day! :-D

Working Already!

2009-04-07T00:36:00.009+08:00

Do i need an English Name for work?

Like those sound super Professional one. haha.

Please advice me on that! :)

I want something different, unique, and PRO.

i don't want a name which when u call, the whole street will turn around and look at you that kind of names k. haha.

i think Autumn is nice name. but it's too like noltalgic feeling. not so suitable for business world lo.

any websites to recommend?

oh my god. it's 12.42 am now.

I'm supposed to be on bed, but i am so tempted to go google for it now.

see if i can fish anything. haha...

FELICIA!! faster think of one for me.

p/s: she suggested me to put Jolin. i was like WHAT!! Jolin is like my idol, my diva, my goddess, how can i name myself as that! haha.

according to her many people does that wo..BUT
i find that very inappropriate lo.

like what.

Britney Lim Chean Voon? hahahah damn.

HMPH

2009-04-06T11:01:00.003+08:00

i hate my da jie. She is CRAZILY PRETTY. I don't like her.

Are you Enjoying every part of your life now?

2009-04-03T18:07:00.001+08:00

Every moment in Life we should treasure and appreciate it. We should live at the present. Enjoy everything happening at this very moment. We'll never know when it will all not happen again. When it's all gone. When What is left are only memories.. Just memories...

Too heavy?

2009-04-03T17:25:00.001+08:00

Disclaimer: i will not be held responsible for any damage caused by this post :-P

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-28T16:33:00.013+08:00

Vote Earth!

how?

turn off all the lights u can see at 8.30pm tonight.

20:30 28/04/2009

until

21:30 28/04/2009

Just an hour.

or longer if you love earth alot and you wish to save it :)

Mother Earth would be really happy and would really appreaciate you for doing that :)

for more information, go to this Earth Hour Website.

you may upload your pictures and videos taken during this prescious Earth Hour,

or even tag your blogs here.

http://www.earthhour.org/home/

so, remember!!

SWITCH OFF ALL THE LIGHTS!

ALL THE FANS ALL THE AIR CONDITIONERS!

and if possible, the main Switch at home :P

so, yeah..

HAPPY EARTH HOUR EVERYONE!!

p/s: i hope you are not reading this during Earth Hour!

If Yes, Please Shut Down Now! NOW!!

Off ALL The lights too !!

Hehe!

2009-03-27T13:32:00.001+08:00

Was busy washing my yoga mat last night. After four years of usage Hahaha. I spent nearly an hour to wash it. It was really dirty but who cares, it is now many times cleaner than your new mat :-P wee! It is enjoying it's sun bathing now :-P

Who can resist

2009-03-24T19:42:00.001+08:00

Secret Recipe's Award Winning Tom Yam Kung? Slurps :-P