terribly mistaked.

i know i have just made the biggest mistake on earth.

i know puntuality and dicipline is very important.

i know i should have more respect to u and everything else.

but please don't turn your back to me.

please don't shut me out.

please..


please don't get angry with me.

please..?


u know i will cry a river for u =(

i don't know.

feeling so lost and very lost and i dont know where i am now.

somewhere but nowhere.

u know i can't go any further like this.


hmm..

i don't know.

what i know is opportunities only knock once.


and of course when it is the last one,


no matter how long we wait,

it can never come.

it will never come. again.

but,

please create the last opportunity for me once again please?

i'm sorry.

very sorry.

never felt so sorry in my life.


forgive me or i can never forgive myself...

sad. emo. sad.


ok.

my mom just passed me some newspaper's articles saying high heels are bad for our spines and back and everything.

basically saying it is bad la. better stay away from them la..


yor... how la. :(

:)



just had sushi king with mom, siss, aunt, and cousins...!!

quite alot hor. haha :P

and that is only for our table. we have 2 tables ma..

my favorite is tenpura and smoked salmon lor!

but u know what.. we are too early lor.

they have that whatever on the belt also RM2 promotion starting 7th April!!

aw... ppl go go ok! i think it will last for one week! ;)

Anyways, one assignment to go..........

i miss all of you :)

and if u miss me too, that's the pic of me telling u how i look like now :)

know more about me lor! :P

read the previous one first please thank you :P

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

i changed question 7! :P








1.Do you believe in love at first sight?

yeah why not? ;)
like both of u might just suddenly Freeze, then fell in love with each other with just that single stare :P

well, i don't know whether that love would be eternal or not la hehehe :P


2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?


hmm very toughhh questions.

i will bring felicia, lee yiung, and loo yee.

felicia will always bring us joy whenever she's around..

unless when she's like moody la :P

yiung seems to have all the brilliant brilliant ideas to keep us survive! :P

looyee is a very nice person, she accepts hardship and take it.

and i think she is a very good mommy for us!

so she can take care of us and cook nice food for us while yiung busy setting up fire and while me and feli sitting there happily chatting and gossiping while waiting for our food hahaha.......





3.Where is the place that you want to go the most?

i saw kennyville's answer was hong kong.
yeah aside from Europe,
after watching the seventh day,
i fell in love with niki chow and kevin cheng. i love them so much!!
and i desperately wanna see them in real person!! :D
so yeah hong kong too!



4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
yay, i got to answer this twice, meaning i have 2 dreams waiting to come true just for me haha....

hmm that dream would be .... all the dreams i wished for would come true!! :P yala yala i am damn greedy la. what to do :P greed has no limit. 0_0



5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

of course. i have seen them, and i feel damn happy seeing them! :D



6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?]
my memories....



7. * name and describe a little on one (or more) of any childhood game u enjoyed the most when u were small, and if u had a chance, u would play it again.

playing family. i really love it. like someone being the mommy and baba. jie jie, gor gor. coooking with masak masak. sleeping and then making the sound of the roaster signifying morning and we will all wake up :P
and.. we will get sick and see the "doctor" very often. haha.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? no lor. hint only . at most.



9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.


kenneth. =))

1. pretty responsive

2 nice i guess :PPP

3. artistic !





10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
lalala...





11. What annoy you the most? i get annoyed easily haha..... so can't specifically point out any.





12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?
i love tight hug which lasts for more than few minutes,
and kisses. i would love to receive kisses on the forehead. :P
oh i would love being pampered on the head too. oops...... like out of topic d :P





13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
aiya. repetitive. i can only change one question right..



14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
experiences.



15.nil. . . . -___-"" ( So cacat 1 this list suddenly no ques. )

ok not my fault. kennyville didnt put any question here blek.



16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?

my handphone lor.

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

my temper as mentioned :)

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
when i offer and people don't appreciate and take it =(



19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
future not really, but i would really like to see my past life previously, but someone told me what if i was a prostitute in the past life, would i feel nice and would i be able to accept it??
thinkin about this, i guess just let things be in their own ways and just don't disrupt the universe's order... =)))




20.What does your friends labelled you as?
i don't know..
tell me in the bl*ng bl*ng talk pls if u have any for me.. haha.. thanks :P
btw be nice cuz i will ban those users who have negative labels for me blek blek blek:P


yeah thanks kennyville for the blessings!! :D
really happy to got it tagged from two persons suyuen and u.
means i will be really blessed then.. haha.
but since the questions are not too similar.
therefore i am attempting both..


anyways,
for those i am tagging now,
i'm nice u know :P
so u guys just select any 20 questions u like,
and do it and tag them to others!

and receive this sincere blessings from me! ;)

hope all doing this will be blessed with great health and happiness.
same to su and kennyville who tagged me! :))

1. loo yee
2. lee yiung
3. lixia
4. cheng wai
5. win yee
6. yk
7. pei-wen

ok la i not enough ppl d la!!
takkan i wanna tag the whole list mer :P
enough la! kekek

have fun doing.. and be happy always~

p/s: su & kenneth, sorry for doing this so late. too many assignments ma.. haha:P

tag =)

Instructions: remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. what is your mission in life?
i wanna be someone important and positively influential to those around me, making everyone happy people and making the world a peaceful place, at body,mind and soul =)))
( oh my god, why do i sound so weird :PPP)




2. what is your dream career?

a job which earns me bucks which i can just keep spending and splurging without having to worry about going bankrupt :P

something decent of course.

and something which helps the world to be a more beautiful place! in the sense of having more love and happiness =)

sounds like social work. gosh. got money mer social work. not voluntary one ah




3. if you were granted an ability, what will it be?

of course an ability to make others being happy and smile from their heart.

i always feel irritated by ppl giving me fake smile.

if the smile doesnt come from your heart, just forget it! blek



4. where is the place that you want to go the most?

Europe!! of course...

like Paris, Rome, Barcelona, Madrid.. all these places.. full of historical buildings.. i love!! =))

or a place which snows! ;) i love snow.



5. if you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
pls let it snow in malaysia, please please.... :))


6. what do you like in your other half?
being understanding, good tempered, initiative, willing to learn and grow.. sweet.. abit of romantic, sweet talker to me only.. hehehe:P
oh shit. sounds like a perfect man. where can i find .. Ouch



7. what are you afraid to lose the most now?
someone so special that u are not allowed to know :P


8. if you win $1 million, what would you do?

one million.. give my baba mama each 10,000.
then gong gong popo each 10,000 also.
then 4 sisters 5,000. i will give extra to my younger sis. i sayang her alot ma..
then 10 thousand go donation 10 different places.
then use the rest to shop and travel!!
but first thing, i will put that 1 million in a fixed deposit, and earn a overnight rate!
i will have more than 1 million that time u see.... kekeke.

9. if you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i will hint hint hint, if that person really so stupid and dumb and insensitive, just go away la i'll forget about him.. hahha.

10. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
su yuen =)
1. talks with his heart.
2. sensitive for a guy.
3. he's just different =))

11. what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
eh i thought i answered that just now?

12. which type of person do you hate the most?
backstabbers, betrayals, two faced, people who always wanna talk just to hurt someone. u know, can't u just say nice things about ppl? those ppl right, when ppl are good, they don't compliment. when they see any SLIGHT thing they can tease about, walao eh.. there goes doing their favorite thing again without being considerate.
these ppl should be bitten by dogs. oh shit. i shouldn't curse. did i just do it. shit no. cancel pls.


13. what is your ambition?
being someone succesful. u know, in any profession, and enjoy doing my job =))


14. if you have
faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

don't just point out to me infront of everyone lor. ppl will feel embarrased one ma..

tell me nicely when i'm not with anyone else =)


15. what do you think is the most important thing in your life?

happiness and freedom.


16. are you a shopaholic or not?
erm. still need to ask ah. yes i guess.. =PP


17. state one of your desire.

financial desire.


18. if you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my temper.


19. whats the last shocking thing you’ve seen or heard?
i get shocked all the time. :P


20. what do you wish to have now?
for a candy house! i don't know why but it just pops out of my minD! :D
thanks for the blessings from su yuen. =)
finally done.
but i have another one to go.. =))
later!~ ;)
and i hope this tag thing helped u know more about me =)))

oh my GOddddd!!!

u know what?

i just won lottery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOTO!!!!


9823, my car plate number. :P


first prize somemore u know!!!!!!

and u know i never really go buy those lottery stuff before and even after learning those probability during maths lessons.
but i WON??!!

out of so low probability??

anyone interested to know how much money i won can personally sms or email me.

i don't wanna get robbed u see...


and ask me out!! i can belanja if u are nice enough ;)

and u know what...

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April fool! :P


haha enjoy your april fool day my dearest mate :P


don't sweat me ok. haha.blek.

forgive me cuz i forgot to april fool my friends in uni today.

too busy. :P
and april fools,
u think lottery so easy to win mer.. hahaa.... blek blek


anyways, take care all of u! haha muacks.

树欲静而风不止,子欲养而亲不在...


别等到那一刻,
后悔莫及
Treasure those who are still around before it's too late..

music does wonders..


i realized music really heals your soul and removes stress caused by crazy assignments....

though i can't study with music on,

but doing assignment with music on is a rather relaxing, or should i say less stressful thing..

and i think david tao's 普通朋友 (pu tong peng you) is a very good assignment-stress-relieved song...


ya, gambate for those who are busy chasing deadlines too!! :D

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde?

u know what,

there's this guy from i don't know where again added me in msn.

of course i didn't add him to my list.


so he saying hie to me.. lalala...


he said i sounded like 20. ok. i really 20 what..

and the he asked for my hp number.


then i told him, so if i give u my number, do i sound like a naive 15 now?

of course i am not giving u my number.
why do u want it for?


"u know i'm single la... so the no-naive girl, u sendiri think la why do i want it for"


huh? internet dating ahh?

and u know what,
he said "

don't say till i so cheap la"


and he got angry?!


i was like what the? what did i say,
i'm so nice to layan this don't know from where de stranger
and he's like that??
come on!!

then i say anyways i gtg now, good night.
u know what this guy replied?

"don't need your wish, you cocky girl"


what the????!!!
what cocky girl?!!
come on,


so does that mean i am nice girl if i gave him my number?
oh my.


and u know what,

i couldn't sent out one of the last msg to him
i tried sending few times,
still failed.

so i guessed he blocked me.


what la him.

so this tells me better not layan anyone i don't know online.

people nice mood only layan u.

if no mood, who wants to layan u har..!!
so free mer!


and didn't he read about those news where those naive girls meeting up with internet bf (kononnya), and got raped in the end??

some didn't even know what happened??!
come on la.

do i look that naive to u internet stranger?!

do i look like i am so stupid that i will really meet up with u since we are both from kl??


go away la.

the society is so unsafe now.


and i really hope that u people who are reading this who have younger sisters or cousins please tell them not to be so stupid and fall into those beautifully hidden ugly trap.


Prevention is obviously better than Cure!!

love yourself.


and think before you act please.

thank you.


p/s: i know i am being very extreme here and bias as well u may say,
but the msg i wanna send out to all is just be careful and be alert in identifying who are the good ones and the bad one.


and also who are the two-faced person.



Just like Dr. Jekyll and Mr.Hyde.

argghhhh

oh no...!!!

i look like a clown now!! =(


i have a HUGE pimple on the tip of my nose!! :(


u know pimples have always been my closest friends ever since we first met.

we meet, and we parted, and we meet again very soon... =(

how i wish they would just migrate to someone else's face..... :P

ohh, i am very bad right kekeke... :P


those people who has clean and clear skin, please tell me how to take care ok?

and tell me how to get rid of them...


and i've heard enough of ppl saying it's a sign of youth and they will go off when u get older...

but when?? =(

they will go off, but will leave some souvenirs here back for me too!!

those scars......
argh...!

how come some people are so lucky where they just have to use the tap water to wash their face to get the clean and clear skin?

yor =(

unfair hor.


and now i think i am damn ugly because i think anyone with clear skin are pretty.

when u have nice skin, any other ugly features of yours can be concealed.

ya, that's what i think now..

desperato for smooth skin.............