Long journey

Yeah this is the place i sleep.. Haha. First time sleeping along the corridor! The wide window beside, i can see many stars out there! It's so clear and bright. I should have studied about them before i come! Haha. Enjoying myself here! Three hours plus to reach to destination... Listening to my mp3 while being in and off dreamland! I like the feeling. I can feel it's gonna be a fantastic one.. I will be back! Love ya all. ;-)

Life?

Life is a puzzle.

It makes you think alot.

Sometimes excessively.

Cracking my head thinking why and why everything is happening?

what causes them to happen?

Why and why oh why sometimes when we wanted something so much, yet it does not come.

Is it playing games with us?


Sometimes something or someone came into our life, call it something or someone negative,
then they left, with full relief u thought to yourself that phew... finally it's all over,

yet u simply do not know why and how, the similar event you thought u have escaped may happen to you again, few months or few years later,

the same person who was bothering you, once again enters into your life, out of nowhere,
sometimes when you are about to forget them completely...

I don't know.

Life is full of challenges awaiting us to battle and fight at all time!

People. Human beings.

The only living thing that has the most similiarities with all of us,
are in fact the hardest living things for us to live in harmony with.

Sometimes when your evil-ness i call that, when your evil-ness does not reach that level yet,

you might keep wondering why on earth did this person do such terrible things to those around him,

what made him/her do such a dirty deed....


I don't know.

I read a book. Ami.

He says that when our heart is filled with love,

then everything we see, everything that appear in front of us will look beautiful.

Nothing will be ugly.




Is it true? Really true?

Anyways,

on another note,

I noticed i have been acting weird these passed few days.

Because of what someone has said and done.

Trying to tease,

Trying to put me down,

Trying to embarass me in front of everyone...


I'm so scared because i did not show any temper.

I did not show any temper because i didn't want the relationship to just spoil like that.

I still need to work with this person in the future...

I'm just scared if i just keep everything inside, it might cause me bad health!



I feel a little unsafe now.

from that day onwards..

I feel quite empty outside even if the place is filled with people.

I kept waiting for the same things to happen again like how it used to,

but it always disappoint me. :(



Something i did, they told me the person would normally do the same thing as well..

keep telling me about the person.


Perhaps i should just let go and just let it all go.

but it's not easy.

something that was carved in the memory.

It was not just sandcastles.

which can be demolished easily..



I dislike people coming and just leave like that.

although what they say,

天下无不散之筵席。。。

Hi all!

Is it true that I'm really growing up?

Tomorrow's already Chinese New Year Eve,

Yet not feeling anything festive.

I don't know.

I feel so calm that i don't feel the urgency yet to tidy up my Messy Room!

I don't know.

Maybe everything will be gone with the wind.

Memory will fade.

Time will heal.

Tic Toc.

All should be happy tomorrow ok.

Be a super good human being,

stop bringing troubles to those around you.

do only the good things, carry only the good thoughts, speak only the good words.

Work is OK for me.

But i fell sick for the second time this month.

Like you know the whole package.

fever-flu-cough-sorethroat

am feeling better now.

Hope the first day of CNY i'm all Recovered! :)

Do enjoy yourself to the fullest during this CNY.

Laugh it real :)

Tomorrow BETTER BE A GOOD DAY

It says:

Be a little more of yourself and others will join you.

You don't need anyone's approval in the way you live your life.

You have been a little too giving.

_____________________________________

Yes i find it very true.

I think i have been too giving in already.

I think the limit has reached.

And i'm not gonna give in no more.

Too bad on you If i am not in a good mood.

You know who you are,

stop being so negative,

or i think i might not even pick up your calls anymore.

It's so stressed out,

to cheer u up again and again,

yet i don't see any improvement.

If you know what i mean.

You better keep your promises.

You better.

Yes i am in a very ruined mood.

I am sick.

Tomorrow works gonna resume.

And i'm sick.

It's crazy.

I hope I don't hear all the craps from anyone in the office from tomorrow onwards.

Or i might just explode and give you a few slaps.

Just to tell you i'm not really good at faking it.

Especially faking a smile when i'm totally pissed.

My day is all ruined.

ah.!!!!!!!!!

i feel like shouting and screaming non-stop now.

i rushed from there,

and i did not get something that i need.

And today is already the last day of promotion.

damn shit.



i think young people should learn more on how to respect those who are elder than they are.

should learn how to be more well-mannered.

should stop making me feel like giving a few slaps on their faces.


Yes i am angry.

I am indeed very furious.

I was rushing all the way.

was talking to a friend.

and then received many calls from them.

then i told the friend i was going to call back.

Last minute plan.

And wish that i can reach like immediately

Crazy.

and the friend was angry.

thought that it wasn't and important call.

made the friend waited so long.

was rushing for mom's present as well.

It's such a crazy night.

When i was driving just now.

I couldn't stop myself

but to pressed the horn,

just to relieve my anger abit.

Maybe.

Yes u can say u will roughly know how a person act by the way they drive.

I hate it when i get no respect.


I hate it most.

Just Back From HK & Macau

Hong Kong Disney Land! so magical.. ;)

And At Macau, The Country of Dreams...

Western Kuan Yin / Oriental Mary
(so they say)
And de Ruins of St. Paul Church!

so magnificent.

i can stare at it for more than an hour, i swear ;)

It's so beautiful there at Macau. :)

It's such a lovely country. Really.

The buildings there are so English/European-Style..

My sis said Macau seems like a fake Rome. haha. Really.


I am loving it, and would like to visit there again for sure!

Who's in this time?

Air Asia Please! :D

Just because i know u will read this

shopaholic to the max!

Looking forward to the Next Outing!

When i don't see you, remember to take care and be happy always k.

Don't simply think negative and attract bad things anymore k :)

you're so lucky to get it back you know.

I will be here for you,

but for me to assist you,

you have to allow me to help you first k?

all the best in everything.

-Nothing's so BIG DEAL!- ;)

是否那天我们触电了？

那天我有去看流星雨！！

要等很久才有一粒。。。。

一粒来。。。

我们睡在路边...


但是感觉很舒服。。。

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I missed it...

But from what my friend said,

it really sounded very nice...

How nice if i was there as well...

If anyone going next time, bring me along yeah..

Christmas? I'm not feeling you yet :(

I always love Christmas.

Always am the very first ones to get excited about the Christmas Season, The Beautiful Christmas Decos..

This Year,

I don't know why.

Like Liz, I am not feeling the Christmas Joy yet.

I don't know.

I feel that it is so near, yet so far.

So Cheery, Yet so Lonely.

hmm.. I bet it's gonna be really nice to have a White Christmas :))

Enjoy you people who is so fortunate out there! :)

Death. and reborn.

I really think that we should live today as if we are really dying tomorrow. or perhaps tonight.

Some might think it is too negative or what.

But i say no.

It is indeed the most effective way to make us move.

The most instant way to help us remove fears in whatever we wanted to do but was afraid of.

And i think we will of course treasure the loved ones beside us more.

And also the unloved ones beside us, but those should be loved as well.

Or if it didn't work for you,

Try doing Yoga Corpse Pose.

Google it online.

Feel as if you are dying,

and are dying.

and is dead.

What regrets do you have in your mind?

What else did you want to do, but was left undone?

Who else did you want to meet, but was too busy?

What else did you want to say to your parents who has been raising and taking so good care of you?

Died.

Then Imagine and feel that you are reborn again.

Wake up,

do whatever left unattended.

Do whatever you feel like doing.

It's not gonna be wrong.

If you really did it sincerely with your heart.

Cuz they say, even the most evil man,

before he dies,

he speaks and only utter pleasant words, and asks others for only good favours.

Die, and reborn in this life again.

And begin a new life.

A Totally New One,

With Totally New Perspectives.

A Positive One, That is.