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Just just just just came back from khalil fong's concert! My Fong dai Tong!! So so cute and the performance was marvelous khalil!! Enjoy malaysia.. I'm coming down from genting already. :-*

Yeah.


I bought another basket of flowers for mom for mother's day. Last week bought a bouquet of pink carnations. I saw it it looks so beautiful so i bought this pink pastel roses for her.. I just want to make her happy.. But maybe she wants nothing at all...

Wee!!


I just made Kuai Ling Gou! 龟灵膏 Waiting for it to memejalkan :-D

Just a little something of myself

Why do people's voice getting louder & louder when they are arguing even though they are standing at the exact distance?

They say it is because their hearts are getting further and further away from each other,

hence they feel a need to raise their voice...




By the way, just felt like writing it I don't know why.

I am a very random person. Very random, i say very random things, i do very random things, i like very random things.

Some people might think that i am weird, but i can only say every one is unique in a different way.

And so i should feel special about myself.



Recently have been admiring this HK artist - Fang Da Tong.

Khalil Fong, a very great composer, a sing his heart out soul-singer,
a very humble artist.


I admire his talent alot.

He is getting so famous now, yet he remains so simple & humble.

一点架子都没有! I admire that alot.

I wonder how can someone sing so greatly, how can someone produce such great music.

He is really my role model.

We might be in a different field, but it's all that essence that i want and wish to learn from him.



I met him yesterday, he is so real. but i felt like it was just like a dream.

You know what i mean?

I was hoping to hear him sing at least one or two songs...

well, hope to see him at the Timeless Concert.

May 29. I can't wait until this date, and i don't want it to come so fast too, as i might just be there and ta.. it's already the end of the concert. :(

How nice if he can have few concerts here in Malaysia.

I will go for all. I don't know.

I feel the soul connetion between him & his singing. I really enjoy his live performance. It always give me surprises.




On the other note, i just watched IP MAN 2 叶问 last Sunday.

First time sitting at the third row, the screen was so HUGE!

But now i find myself different already.

I am willing to try out anything,

I am willing to live life a different manner than normal routined ones :)


I am more allowing these days , and i feel that i enjoy things more, even the little & insignificant ones.


by the way, the movie was great. I had an enjoyable moment watching it, despite sitting so near to the screen.


I like the way IP MAN remain so calm and silent about his talent and ability in KungFu.


I understand that we need not to act like someone GREAT to let others know that we are really great. One day people will come to know..

Just like IPMAN. He is so quiet about himself.

but when he starts to fight, the entire world knows about him.



Martial Art - to train your patience, you are just fighting within yourself, not others. :)


I felt like learning Martial Art already!

I have not been a very patient person...

Learned that in a movie - The Legend of Chun-Li too...




I don't know .. I have many dreams.

when i see others are good at something, i wish to learn up as well.

but they say we should be focused, step-by-step, one-by-one .


And they say occupation and hobbies are two different thing.

Why are we working?

to earn an income to support our hobbies, ie. what we love to do.

some who are really lucky have the opportunity to turn their hobbies into their jobs,

for those who have not,

we will work hard, wait, i mean work smart together,

earn lotsa money,

so we can have freedom later.

we can support what we love to do.

and slowly turn our hobbies into our job!

Meaning, earning income doing what we love to do.



I would want to learn the piano again.. :)

There are so many things to be done.

I think i should be positive about work.


I should be more serious about my job now.

I should not see it now,

i should see the happiness i can gain later in life with the money earned.



I should be long-sighted!!



I'm sorry for making anyone worried.

I will be back to normal soon (:

I will forgive those who have hurted me..

I know because they all felt insecured,

they feel better when they put me down, when i am embarrassed.


I truly undestand now.

I should listen to Sir.

I should look at the picture,

not be in the picture.


I should have deeper understanding in every single things.

then what i thought was really big deal, would just be a tiny little small things.

I will try. I will try.


1. allow things to happen & flow naturally.

2. allow others to embarass/say what they wanna say, it's all their choice.

3. Enjoy every moment in life, and never feel shy to do what i love to do or enjoy doing, as this is my life, it's all about me, myself, and my only self.
If i care too much about what others think, i am living their life, i am wasting my time, that is for sure.

4. Be less calculative. Every cause there is an effect, for every good deed we do, there will be a good return. It is just a matter of timing.

5. Keep my room tidy at all time. It's my room, it's my responsibility.

6. Be more diciplined. Being diciplined meaning doing something no matter like or not out of obligations.


I felt like the mess in my room are one of the causes in making my mind feeling so confused and messed up.

I just cleared my wardrobe today.

I have been buying too many clothes.



I love myself.

I wanna stop here. good bye.

Yes, and i wanna thank Khalil Fong for being one of the supports in my life.

Sometimes when i feel lonely, when i feel left out, when i feel like nobody undetstands me, noone is beside me to support what i wanna do,

i listen to his songs.

It calms me down.

He is just a like a close friend.

Thank you so much Khalil.