hello!

yeah. just back from yamcha!

with aunties.. elder than me by about one zodiac cycle, which is approximately 12 years.

they are all 30+

yay and of course 3 guys la. 2 small sweet 17 boi and one uncle haha.

but oh well, the aunties are still damn hot. wearing really tight and body hugging shirt, and super sizzling hot short skirts.

and me wearing not-tight-at-all t shirt plus short skirt... -_-

then just now they told me they thought i was around the same age as them!!!

HALO AUNTIESSSSSSSSSSS I AM VERY VERY YOUNG AND YOUNG AND YOUNG TWENTY ONE OKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

sad :(( luckily this girl who is around 26 said i don't look that old. i look like my age. HAHA YAY

oh yes. why aunties, i mean why with hot aunties?

after my dancing class ma.

yeah i am doing Latin Dance ;)

and my examination is VERY NEAR ALREADY!!! Ssscaredddd......

Back to my work.

oh yeah, yeah!! It's FRIDAY!!

i don't know why i was feeling really moody this morning till 4pm.

although it's FRIDAY. maybe i did not thank god. ah i don't know.

i am starting to think that some of my work is getting slightly boring for me already.

boring meaning, routined work. some about filing documents, filling in details, i dislike jobs which doesn't use much of my braincells.

i suddenly realized that i love brain-storming.

i prefer to think and think and think, instead of just dream and dream while stapling this, photostating that, and keying in this and that. it's so boring, so unchallenging.

i didn't realize i was like that.

i want SOMETHING MORE CHALLENGING! more challening means MORE FUN!!!!

ya i know i am crazy.

yes i am starting to like work.

i am so proud even that day due to some reasons my dad told me just take leave for a day, but i insisted to go, and yeah! i went for work! :D so proud of myself.

and i am so happy to go to work nowadays. i will dress nice nice like supermodel, wearing super high sexy 4 inches killer heels, and super thick make up.......

ya.... your head. haha of course not. i am still myself :)

i really hope i can be myself there, and still be liked and respected :)

i love smiling and i love receiving smiles as well! =)

and i hope i can be true and do not need to fake any smile just to please anyone.

guess what? i just hope all the things that is making me happy in my life right now are not just temporary.

not like when i started to love this restaurant and the next thing i know they are either closed or shifted.

i really hope i could hold somethings back.

stop myself from ageing...

stop people that i love from going further and further from me....

but oh well, the earth is never gonna stop spinning,

everything has got to change, everyone has to move on.

you either go forward, or falling backwards. never stagnant.

yeah that's about it. i guess i would stop here. it's getting pretty late already!

p.s : i still remember the 99 year old thing.

p.s : i hope i can be less shy.

p.s: i hope i can just be like Guan Yin, not judging anyone, treating every in a similar manner :)

p.s: i am starting to love my job. the more challenging part, and also the workplace :)

p.s: oh yeah, please remember to take care of yourself alright? =)

Good Night. Have a wonderful weekend ~ :)

Really.

What you feel like doing now but is still hesitating, stop right now and just go for it!! I just missed something today... Really, don't give a Damn about the outcome because when we look back on life, we will regret more on the things that we didn't do than the ones we did.. Now let's go for whatever it is ok? And leave no regrets...

La la la. Time to go back but i'm still here...

Now i know leaving office on time is not that fun. staying longer but not doing anything at all feels so fun! Ah... So relax.... Love it.

hmm...

just had an argument with my mom.

yes. the last time was very long ago.

it was just a very small matter.

then due to some misunderstanding/misinterpretations, and we started arguing.

i tried to explain i interpreted her words wrongly. But she didn't want to listen. She just go blablabla and bla..

yeah. i can't blame her.

When someone lose their temper, they can't hear anything at all.

They can only hear themselves. What they think is right.

really i didnt want to fight. I just wanted to explain to her what i said was not really what she thought.

but then she fought back again with her own view, the one which was wrongly interpreted.

hmm

i just kept quiet. and went upstairs.

i guess sometimes i can't express too much of my feelings like that. i just wanted to tell her that we can't assume something is easy when is it easy to us. It maybe really difficult for someone else. That's all..

but, yeah. i know. luckily i did not lose my temper.
but i did raised my voice a little.
then i quickly brought it down. I was about to lose it...

Because it was something that i was really poor in and she keep telling me it was really easy... hmm..

but i just hope she would understand.. luckily it only lasted for not more than two minutes.

but well.. it's okay.... i guess.. hmm..

so there goes all the lovey feelings from mother's day.

i just ruined it, did i? hmm...

300!

wow. it's my 300th post. both published and unpublished :P

yeah, it's been awhile.
i mean a LONG while. i know i have been missed. ha! :D

working, working life.

still adapting.

it's not bad overall,

meeting people from different walks of life.

most of them are i can call them liguistic man. Most of them can speak so many languages very fluently ok.

English BM Mandarin Cantonese and especially HOKKIEN!

Yeah, for those who do not already know yet,

i am WORKING in KLANG !

very far i know very far. 45 minutes only. when i go 125km/hour takes 40 minutes also. haha

Shhhhhhhh.. my normal speed is only 100km/hour la.

oh yeah. regarding my job.

Just Call me Miss Credit Controller for now. :D

i have alot more of others to learn. but yeah, just call me that, for the time being. haha.

enough of updates. i know most of my friends you who are reading are still studying.

enjoy your studies now ok! study smart. try daily life application of what you have learnt in the college or university. it will help alot.

don't memorize things u may get 100% but well, you think u are smart, but u know what i think about u.

oh yeah. call me out! but i'm only free on Saturdays.

Book your appointments early to avoid disappointments. hahaha :P

TAKE CARE!

(keep yourself healthy to fight againts H1N1 ok! :P)

i seriously miss all of you so much. especially my little blog here! MUAX!

p/s: tomorrow i'm gonna like approve orders all by myself already! Discretion on me!

i know i am wise enough. i know i am.