HAPPY 50th BDAY MALAYSIA


HAPPY MERDEKA!!!
Had fun watching these beautiful fireworks at PutraJaya..
simply magnificent! :)


This Bridge in PutraJaya looks so sophisticated! nice!!

anyways.. it's been long since i last blogged..

really busy ppl.

forgive me ya=)

after so much of preparations, revisions and studyings all cramped in +/- 1 week..

finally, my presentation is over!

and my mid term as well.

then went for GenK* sushi after all these things.

that u-dong is so damn long.

then tzee yeen wants to take a pic of me erm' slurping' it too :P


look. i studied k.

but not enough time.

last minute. then everything like fell within one week.

so, out of 30%, i am not sure whether i can get a 10% or not.

the paper was tough.

no =(

Useless me

i wanted to blog so much.
however, time doesn't allow me to do so. =(

for i have one presentation, mid term test, and one assignment due next week!!

am struggling!!

so..
i shall just K.I.S.S* alright ( Keep it Short & Simple)

Well, Darling Xin Ning just sent me a video. just Look at How nicely it was being played.



i am not even 10% of that.
i stopped halfway.
due to insufficient time to practice (college, uni damn alot of assignments)
or maybe just Plain Excuses.
i refused to sit for practical tests last time.
i stopped at Grade 6 theory as the location was too far away from my home.
my parents spent damn alot i am sure, on me regarding the piano fee'ssss....., the PIANO itself, expensive piano books..
and of course, i have wasted time . both mine and my teacher's as
i hate practicing.
that's the bad thing.
i kinda regret now.
should i take up piano classes again? anyone suggest please? thanks..
if not, all money spent in the past would be not worth at all.
i would feel damn sorry.
about my laziness and lack of determinations.
should i continue?
i felt bad.
its like after doing so much,
i have nothing left behind.
my darling xin ning will be sitting for her
GRADE 8 Practical test this thursday if i am not mistaken..
Peer pressure?
no..
maybe just me.
should i continue?
but i seldom touch the piano since i stopped in 2005.
how is my teacher gonna teach me?
from grade 1 again?
=(
terrible me.
how can i not think about my future at that time.
when i was still young and able to absorb faster than Now. i supposed.
how can i not think about how difficult the money come about?
i am such a terrible human being..
damn.

anyone.
help me pls.
i am lost.
should i just waste everydamn thing just like that?
:(
sigh.
My Dearest Piano,
do you still welcome me back? @_@

Quit it, will you?

Met this guy at BBQ party last friday.
shall not disclose his name.
he amazed me with his stunning dance moves.
and hence left me with good first impression.
i actually like watchin people dancing.
i think its pretty cool.
made them centre of attention too!
He seems friendly.
i saw him again on Monday.
he was walkin infront of me.
we were heading towards the gate.
then he stopped before the bridge.
i was wondering whether to talk to him or not.
Cuz he was being quite nice to me the other day..
Perhaps he was drunk.
oh dont think so, there isn't any alcoholic drink.. :P
Then then, i saw him taking something out from his pocket.
Cigarrette and a lighter!!
lighting it.
he did not realize i was behind him.
but one second later, he turned his head towards my direction,
and he saw me.

i didnt know what to say.

all good first impressions were Ruined.

All ruined, and that very sight.

He shot with me a smile.

and waved at me.

i think he did say hi too.

he looked tired.

or maybe a little embarrassed.

that i found out that he actually smokes!

his smile could be so sweet if it wasn't with the cigarette in his hand.

serious.

i dont like people who smokes.

dont get offended, u smokers out there.

but, it really deteriotes your health.

and those around you.


looks sexy. but with the cigarrete??
No.
Not at all.
if you love those around you, quit smokin alright?
i dont know how it feels.
i dont know how it tastes.
but i just wont take it.

Tuesday Blue





lookin so yuMmy right??

hmm

but i missed it.

the 31st.

NOooooo... :(

dad went to uptown.

there were too many people. more than 20.

Therefore, he decided that we do not wait.

=(

so blue.

i need ice cream.

Chocolate Mousse Royale!

Jamoca Almond Fudge!

and..

Maui Brownies Madness!!

argh.

someone,

be nice and sweet,

buy for me k? ok ok ? >_<

please...

i am having tuesday blue now.

no one buys me ice cream. T_T

sobz...

no ice creams.. =(

insomnia...