damn i feel like crying.
in fact my tears are out already.
I danced like shit today.
and exam is like this saturday.
my partner has 9 other partners.
& we hardly practiced together.
I can't feel him.
It sucks not to dance with feel with the partner.
and i dont know everything seems wrong today about dancing.
i was making pasta & maid nearly cut my leg off.
no i mean the knife slipped and cut my leg.
A BIG KNIFE.
i am lucky as it was nothing serious.
i am feeling so lonely inside i need some love.
i need support
i need love
i need care
i am deprived of all that now which makes me feel loved & wanted.
I am quite tired of dancing cuz everything seem so wrong suddenly.
help me.
i just feel like crying like a baby
maybe it's just dance
a PASS is sufficient.
maybe i am expecting too much from myself.
i don't know.
just felt super down & emo & i need love
