I need love. I need hope. I need harmony within body mind & soul.

damn i feel like crying.

in fact my tears are out already.

I danced like shit today.

and exam is like this saturday.

my partner has 9 other partners.

& we hardly practiced together.


I can't feel him.

It sucks not to dance with feel with the partner.


and i dont know everything seems wrong today about dancing.

i was making pasta & maid nearly cut my leg off.

no i mean the knife slipped and cut my leg.

A BIG KNIFE.

i am lucky as it was nothing serious.



i am feeling so lonely inside i need some love.

i need support

i need love

i need care

i am deprived of all that now which makes me feel loved & wanted.


I am quite tired of dancing cuz everything seem so wrong suddenly.


help me.

i just feel like crying like a baby

maybe it's just dance

a PASS is sufficient.

maybe i am expecting too much from myself.

i don't know.

just felt super down & emo & i need love

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