Ups and Downs of Life.
i'm sure i have not seen the highest Ups, and the Lowest Downs of my Life.
Of Course, we should always aim very high, but should not forget that we might fall really low as well.
Hey, why am i talking about this.
Well, it's just that as time pass by, and as we are all getting older and older each day, you tend to understand more things.
we experience more, we see more, we hear more, and we feel more, for ourselves, and for others as well.
sometimes i tend to understand alot. sometimes i tend to fall into others' trap.
most of the time being angry or upset about what other have said,done, etc,etc.
and i feel so glad when i suddenly automatically become wiser, and think that all these are not important afterall.
but it's sad to say, these so-called wisdom does not last really long. it is always overshadowed by my negative thoughts again.
how many times, i say, i want to start a new life.
how many times, i have promised to myself i want to sleep early and rise early.
how many times, i told to myself that there should be no more room for negativity.
how many times, i tell to myself, respect and love my parents more no matter what they have said or done.
sometimes i am so disappointed in myself.
Chinese New Year is approaching, so fast. i thought we just celebrated our ang moh New Year Eve several nights ago?
time is really catching up fast. really fast. i don't know what it is chasing.
but what i know is, if i don't start appreciating it, and stop all the procrastinations and laziness,
doing unproductive and useless tasks,
i will regret sooner or later.
afterall, just to make it clearer, another 3650 more days, i will become 31 years old.
what do i expect of myself at that time?
Crossroads. Left or Right?
The Road Less Taken?
i am here for quite some time already.
pretending everything is okay.
my plan is, i have no plan.
No comments:
Post a Comment