Hi, it's my 398th Post.
Today is "ren ri", people's birthday, or "everyone's birthday", so long as you are a living human being!
I just realized it. I mean, i just recalled about this ren ri. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
I was feeling rather tired and exhausted the entire day.
has become clumsier, and seems like my physical body is quite weak.
Having pain, showing that the big auntie is gonna visit anytime soon.
Mentally, being quite messy up there. cluttered thoughts. confused ideas.
It's more to the negative sides. I better stop all that.
How is everyone doing?
For me, there are things which are moving forward, and things which are staggered, some which are stagnant.
For the one which is moving forward, I'm very happy and glad about it.
I hope I would become better and better. Thank You Dad for the support, finally. And Family. And whoever who gave me supports. Thank You. I guess I would be spending more time over there.
Things which are staggering, moving unsteadily.... I'm sorry for my lack of productivity, recently. It's because there is lack of people's support. I believe, we all can't just work at a place, without human bonding, without human touch, without love between each and every partner. Well, I'm just not a person like this. Independent, yes, but not to the extent that i could work and work, as if I'm the mother, and i'm just working for my children's sake, despite having no more love or any affections towards my husband. If you know what i mean.
I think, to work as a team, as least we must love each other as a friend. Respect, and all that. Some told me that If I would just focus on my part, and do my part, and care no more about what the rest has done, things would fall correctly at the right places. Okay, I would try to do something. Try my best, and give focus on my own acceleration.
But i'm just wondering why i could just start disliking someone so easily. I should really change that.
I'm also curious at how poor people are at their After Sale Service. They just forget about you completely. They treat you like shit after deal is closed, transaction made, and money transferred. You know what i mean? That's really irritating, and it pretty much upsets me.
Beginning to see and tearing more of the masque covering the reality. I guess what i saw and experience are only 0.00001%.
When we are studying, we always think that life is beautiful, you are just being negative. It is, but i guess the reality is as such, and will be as such as least for the time being. And what we have got to do, to change the world, is just change the way we think, and the way we view things.
Just like there is never someone perfect for you, you just have to love his/her perfections and imperfections as well, in order to make the love whole and beautiful.
About the thing which seems like it's not moving at all, I was passionate, the fire was burning hot, obstacle came....... was that a perceived obstacle? or is it really there? It could be a great thing. I'm quite confused, and unsure as to continue, or to stop. Am i just wasting my money and time just like that?
Have been having several conversations. About understanding. Respect. Change. Expensive Things is Better. Time Management...........
Sometimes i too would just fall into pieces. feeling scattered. you know what i mean. It's exactly how i feel now. sometimes people would tell me how good how good I am, sometimes they would come and tell me how terrible i am.
Something which i really need to learn is stop wanting to win over all battle. And stop wanting to be the first. And stop trying to prove myself right.
I'm rather tired. I think i need a good rest. You too, have a good rest yourself.
With Love.
Always wanted a...
telescope..
Was just thinking about this, my house next time, I will have a place,
a very nice and comfortable open space,
a balcony, specially for this telescope, and for me to view the beautiful sky and outer space! :)
Look at how beautiful the stars are :)
I'm a person who can just sit or lie down, to just watch the sky and stare at the twinkling stars.
And not get bored even after hours :)
My Wish List <3
hang loose
I have many things to say.
I know not to speak wisely. I know not to speak appropriately.
If you would just come closer, you can hear me whisper. I speak better that way.
I'm too worried about what you think, what he thinks, what she thinks, and what they think.
Living under pressure, thinking that I should be great in everything, or i shall be ashamed of myself.
Being overly detail-oriented, that's what they say, making all people around me so stressful, wait, do you mean that not many people are like that? You mean all people will only scan through main points? Wait, you mean I'm a perfectionist?
Crap, I didn't even know I was one.
But truly, slowly i could sense that people are not having great time around me. People get tensed up. People are so stressed out. Am I giving all of you too much pressure?
My dear friends, do know that I love you alot. Do forgive me about me being overly pushy. They said I should stop being so detail-orientated. They said I should let go, and learn to hang loose.
I'm quite afraid that when i hang loose, i might loose everything.
Am I holding everything too tight, till I can't receive anymore things?
Is everyone fed up and getting bored of me?
I'm a sensitive person. I cry very easily. I always want to prove myself right, when you think i'm wrong but when I think I'm right
Perhaps I should just let it all go. and relax.
Why are some people always loved by everyone around them?
How nice to be like one. How nice to have everyone listen to what you have got to say.
How nice to be loved by everyone. How nice to have people enjoying your company, and wanting to see you everyday.
I'm sorry. Deeply sorry for any stress or tensions caused.
They said you don't have to give any explanation about yourself to anyone. Reason being:
1. People who knows you well enough doesn't need that.
2. People who don't know you well probably don't even give a damn.
So I will just Say: I'm sorry. I wished to have treated you guys in a looser way. In a more relaxed manner. which we will have a happier relationships, and merrier happenings...
Good Night, I mean, yeah. Good Night.
A better tomorrow, yeah, and hopefully, and looser me.
Cheers.
I know not to speak wisely. I know not to speak appropriately.
If you would just come closer, you can hear me whisper. I speak better that way.
I'm too worried about what you think, what he thinks, what she thinks, and what they think.
Living under pressure, thinking that I should be great in everything, or i shall be ashamed of myself.
Being overly detail-oriented, that's what they say, making all people around me so stressful, wait, do you mean that not many people are like that? You mean all people will only scan through main points? Wait, you mean I'm a perfectionist?
Crap, I didn't even know I was one.
But truly, slowly i could sense that people are not having great time around me. People get tensed up. People are so stressed out. Am I giving all of you too much pressure?
My dear friends, do know that I love you alot. Do forgive me about me being overly pushy. They said I should stop being so detail-orientated. They said I should let go, and learn to hang loose.
I'm quite afraid that when i hang loose, i might loose everything.
Am I holding everything too tight, till I can't receive anymore things?
Is everyone fed up and getting bored of me?
I'm a sensitive person. I cry very easily. I always want to prove myself right, when you think i'm wrong but when I think I'm right
Perhaps I should just let it all go. and relax.
Why are some people always loved by everyone around them?
How nice to be like one. How nice to have everyone listen to what you have got to say.
How nice to be loved by everyone. How nice to have people enjoying your company, and wanting to see you everyday.
I'm sorry. Deeply sorry for any stress or tensions caused.
They said you don't have to give any explanation about yourself to anyone. Reason being:
1. People who knows you well enough doesn't need that.
2. People who don't know you well probably don't even give a damn.
So I will just Say: I'm sorry. I wished to have treated you guys in a looser way. In a more relaxed manner. which we will have a happier relationships, and merrier happenings...
Good Night, I mean, yeah. Good Night.
A better tomorrow, yeah, and hopefully, and looser me.
Cheers.
Reiki Healing 霊気
I will going for Reiki Healing Level 1 This Saturday! (4th September 2010)
Anyone interested, do call the master surjit at 012 284 6615, or you may e-mail me at cheanvoon@hotmail.com should you have any query.
It's a course teaching and attuning you to Reiki Healing. :)
"Reiki (霊気, English pronunciation: /ˈreɪkiː/) is a spiritual practice developed in 1922 by Japanese Buddhist Mikao Usui. It uses a technique commonly called palm healing as a form of complementary and alternative medicine and is sometimes classified as oriental medicine by some professional bodies. Through the use of this technique, practitioners believe that they are transferring healing energy in the form of ki through the palms. "
( Wikipedia, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reiki)
Benefits of Reiki
1. Reiki can be used on animals, plants, children or any living being
2. Reiki is the highest form of healing energy, it is always safe and can never harm.
3. Reiki lasts a lifetime. Once you have the attunements, regardless of whether you use the energy consciously or not, it is always with you.
4. Reiki does not interfere with medical treatments; it actually enhances medications and assists the body to heal at an optimum rate
5. Reiki can be successfully combined with other healing methods and is a useful tool to have, which can be incorporated into daily life. It does not conflict with religious beliefs therefore it is a teaching that can be used by anyone.
6.It is available 24 hours a day, right there in your hands! :)
http://www.tirisulayoga.com/reiki_healing.htm#Benefits_of_Reiki_Healing
Let's become Reiki Healers, shall we?
begin with level 1, and if you are truly interested,
you can join the level 2 & 3, which enable you to do distant reiki healing.
It means that just by seeing a person's picture, wherever he or she is, you can channel healing energy to that person, anytime, anyplace!
can't wait for the attunement!!
Anyone interested, do call the master surjit at 012 284 6615, or you may e-mail me at cheanvoon@hotmail.com should you have any query.
It's a course teaching and attuning you to Reiki Healing. :)
"Reiki (霊気, English pronunciation: /ˈreɪkiː/) is a spiritual practice developed in 1922 by Japanese Buddhist Mikao Usui. It uses a technique commonly called palm healing as a form of complementary and alternative medicine and is sometimes classified as oriental medicine by some professional bodies. Through the use of this technique, practitioners believe that they are transferring healing energy in the form of ki through the palms. "
( Wikipedia, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reiki)
Benefits of Reiki
1. Reiki can be used on animals, plants, children or any living being
2. Reiki is the highest form of healing energy, it is always safe and can never harm.
3. Reiki lasts a lifetime. Once you have the attunements, regardless of whether you use the energy consciously or not, it is always with you.
4. Reiki does not interfere with medical treatments; it actually enhances medications and assists the body to heal at an optimum rate
5. Reiki can be successfully combined with other healing methods and is a useful tool to have, which can be incorporated into daily life. It does not conflict with religious beliefs therefore it is a teaching that can be used by anyone.
6.It is available 24 hours a day, right there in your hands! :)
http://www.tirisulayoga.com/reiki_healing.htm#Benefits_of_Reiki_Healing
Let's become Reiki Healers, shall we?
begin with level 1, and if you are truly interested,
you can join the level 2 & 3, which enable you to do distant reiki healing.
It means that just by seeing a person's picture, wherever he or she is, you can channel healing energy to that person, anytime, anyplace!
can't wait for the attunement!!
:)
God and People other than God has answered my prayers :)
Always wanted a room with good feng shui.
It's always been messy, pilling up, min suggested the relocation of the lacy chest drawers.
I've been busy, and wanted to do it later. you know, like later, like tomorrow, and that later and tomorrow never come.
Tonight i came home after Yoga, my room was neat. The room suddenly felt brighter.
My prayers were answered. I think it is Min who did it. I'm sure.
Thank You so much Min, I LOVE YOU!!!! :)))))))))))))))))
Touched :)
Currently spending more time on Yoga Centre. I'm so glad that at least one of my dreams, can be fulfilled there :) You know, i'm really glad and grateful about that.
I remember I have told sir about it. Maybe he did not plan it on purpose, maybe he don't even remember that i said something like that, but it just happen.
Really Thankful :)
By the way, i've started to use Melaleuca, and love the product every bit.
The natural products, a definitely go green product :) I'm Fashionably Green now, hehe :)
Yiung, you should try it soon, you environmentalist! Let's go shopping at Melaleuca Store.
For the US & UK friends, Melaleuca is there too. :)
Help to save the world, and protect your family from dangerous & cancerous chemicals from home products!
I think i will not be a good marketing executive for Melaleuca.
Because i love the products so much, and it will make me sound like a hardcore sales woman who will just tell every potential customers how good and how great the products are...........
I sound like i am in love with Melaleuca. By the way, i really am!
Yiung, at least i'm nearer by one step to your world now, Your Green World. :)
Oh yeah, maybe i should stop telling people how good the products are. Try it yourself.
And let the products speak the quality. :)
Always wanted a room with good feng shui.
It's always been messy, pilling up, min suggested the relocation of the lacy chest drawers.
I've been busy, and wanted to do it later. you know, like later, like tomorrow, and that later and tomorrow never come.
Tonight i came home after Yoga, my room was neat. The room suddenly felt brighter.
My prayers were answered. I think it is Min who did it. I'm sure.
Thank You so much Min, I LOVE YOU!!!! :)))))))))))))))))
Touched :)
Currently spending more time on Yoga Centre. I'm so glad that at least one of my dreams, can be fulfilled there :) You know, i'm really glad and grateful about that.
I remember I have told sir about it. Maybe he did not plan it on purpose, maybe he don't even remember that i said something like that, but it just happen.
Really Thankful :)
By the way, i've started to use Melaleuca, and love the product every bit.
The natural products, a definitely go green product :) I'm Fashionably Green now, hehe :)
Yiung, you should try it soon, you environmentalist! Let's go shopping at Melaleuca Store.
For the US & UK friends, Melaleuca is there too. :)
Help to save the world, and protect your family from dangerous & cancerous chemicals from home products!
I think i will not be a good marketing executive for Melaleuca.
Because i love the products so much, and it will make me sound like a hardcore sales woman who will just tell every potential customers how good and how great the products are...........
I sound like i am in love with Melaleuca. By the way, i really am!
Yiung, at least i'm nearer by one step to your world now, Your Green World. :)
Oh yeah, maybe i should stop telling people how good the products are. Try it yourself.
And let the products speak the quality. :)
INCEPTION!!
I WANNA WATCH INCEPTION SO BADLY!!!!!!
Can you believe it?
I can't even find someone to watch it with me :(
ok i only asked yiung, but i dont know i am tired!!
i wanna watch it. maybe gonna watch it alone then. :(
i wanna watch it. maybe gonna watch it alone then. :(
你做過哪些蠢事?
別否認自己不蠢！
別否認 你一定做過至少一样以下的蠢事！
Q1. 用手插入米缸的米裡面插來插去 ?
Q2. 地下有階磚時，特意隔一格一格來走（不可走過界，要完全在格內）
Q3. 用鏡面反射陽光，照來照去
Q4. 鋪張紙在硬幣上面，然後用鉛筆在上面描，描個形出來
Q5. 吃完口香糖之後，將糖紙包回原本四四方方的形狀出來
Q6. 超級市場踩著購物車行走
Q7. 貼張寫著「我是白癡、我是笨蛋 」之類的的紙條在同學的背後
Q8. 拍別人左邊 站在別人右邊 或 拍別人右邊 站在別人左邊
Q9. 踩別人的影子
Q10. 丟或踢別人門口的拖鞋
Q11. 下樓梯時坐在扶手上面滑下來
Q12. 在手扶梯上往相反方向走
Q13. 用螢光筆塗在指甲上
Q14. 下雨打傘，總是故意地轉那把傘
Q15. 家裡沒人時，對著鏡子學跳舞／演戲／唱歌
Q16. 在街上見到狗就扮狗(貓)叫，見到貓就扮貓(狗)叫
Q17. 下雨的時候，拿起傘故意往雨大的地方走去，聽雨啪啪的聲音感覺很爽
Q18. 玩墊包裝裡的那張有很多泡泡的塑料膜，把泡泡一個一個按破
我做過其中13件事。
hahaha!!
How about you??
saw this in facebook, and just wanted to publish here for all you people to see it haha.
See how many silly things that we have done in the past, but sure will make us smile and smile again, even after so long :))
I secretly like doing Q14 the most. haha
And Min, er.. we just did Q6 at Ikea last week! feels so fun ! :P
Btw, just for you guys to have a great time laughing at your silly self ;)
p/s: Darling do you remember we have such great laugh at Tropicana City Mall about sms which says something like this? haha... and i know what u have done before hehehe :P
別否認 你一定做過至少一样以下的蠢事！
Q1. 用手插入米缸的米裡面插來插去 ?
Q2. 地下有階磚時，特意隔一格一格來走（不可走過界，要完全在格內）
Q3. 用鏡面反射陽光，照來照去
Q4. 鋪張紙在硬幣上面，然後用鉛筆在上面描，描個形出來
Q5. 吃完口香糖之後，將糖紙包回原本四四方方的形狀出來
Q6. 超級市場踩著購物車行走
Q7. 貼張寫著「我是白癡、我是笨蛋 」之類的的紙條在同學的背後
Q8. 拍別人左邊 站在別人右邊 或 拍別人右邊 站在別人左邊
Q9. 踩別人的影子
Q10. 丟或踢別人門口的拖鞋
Q11. 下樓梯時坐在扶手上面滑下來
Q12. 在手扶梯上往相反方向走
Q13. 用螢光筆塗在指甲上
Q14. 下雨打傘，總是故意地轉那把傘
Q15. 家裡沒人時，對著鏡子學跳舞／演戲／唱歌
Q16. 在街上見到狗就扮狗(貓)叫，見到貓就扮貓(狗)叫
Q17. 下雨的時候，拿起傘故意往雨大的地方走去，聽雨啪啪的聲音感覺很爽
Q18. 玩墊包裝裡的那張有很多泡泡的塑料膜，把泡泡一個一個按破
我做過其中13件事。
hahaha!!
How about you??
saw this in facebook, and just wanted to publish here for all you people to see it haha.
See how many silly things that we have done in the past, but sure will make us smile and smile again, even after so long :))
I secretly like doing Q14 the most. haha
And Min, er.. we just did Q6 at Ikea last week! feels so fun ! :P
Btw, just for you guys to have a great time laughing at your silly self ;)
p/s: Darling do you remember we have such great laugh at Tropicana City Mall about sms which says something like this? haha... and i know what u have done before hehehe :P
Check out my new book shelf!
Just bought it from Ikea yesterday! Thanks min min for spotting it and helping me to set it up and everything else! Love you min! :-*Love my new six storey bookshelf too! It's about 70% occupied already... :-P
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