hmm...

just had an argument with my mom.

yes. the last time was very long ago.

it was just a very small matter.

then due to some misunderstanding/misinterpretations, and we started arguing.

i tried to explain i interpreted her words wrongly. But she didn't want to listen. She just go blablabla and bla..

yeah. i can't blame her.

When someone lose their temper, they can't hear anything at all.

They can only hear themselves. What they think is right.

really i didnt want to fight. I just wanted to explain to her what i said was not really what she thought.

but then she fought back again with her own view, the one which was wrongly interpreted.

hmm

i just kept quiet. and went upstairs.

i guess sometimes i can't express too much of my feelings like that. i just wanted to tell her that we can't assume something is easy when is it easy to us. It maybe really difficult for someone else. That's all..

but, yeah. i know. luckily i did not lose my temper.
but i did raised my voice a little.
then i quickly brought it down. I was about to lose it...

Because it was something that i was really poor in and she keep telling me it was really easy... hmm..

but i just hope she would understand.. luckily it only lasted for not more than two minutes.

but well.. it's okay.... i guess.. hmm..

so there goes all the lovey feelings from mother's day.

i just ruined it, did i? hmm...