hello!

yeah. just back from yamcha!

with aunties.. elder than me by about one zodiac cycle, which is approximately 12 years.

they are all 30+

yay and of course 3 guys la. 2 small sweet 17 boi and one uncle haha.

but oh well, the aunties are still damn hot. wearing really tight and body hugging shirt, and super sizzling hot short skirts.

and me wearing not-tight-at-all t shirt plus short skirt... -_-

then just now they told me they thought i was around the same age as them!!!

HALO AUNTIESSSSSSSSSSS I AM VERY VERY YOUNG AND YOUNG AND YOUNG TWENTY ONE OKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

sad :(( luckily this girl who is around 26 said i don't look that old. i look like my age. HAHA YAY

oh yes. why aunties, i mean why with hot aunties?

after my dancing class ma.

yeah i am doing Latin Dance ;)

and my examination is VERY NEAR ALREADY!!! Ssscaredddd......

Back to my work.

oh yeah, yeah!! It's FRIDAY!!

i don't know why i was feeling really moody this morning till 4pm.

although it's FRIDAY. maybe i did not thank god. ah i don't know.

i am starting to think that some of my work is getting slightly boring for me already.

boring meaning, routined work. some about filing documents, filling in details, i dislike jobs which doesn't use much of my braincells.

i suddenly realized that i love brain-storming.

i prefer to think and think and think, instead of just dream and dream while stapling this, photostating that, and keying in this and that. it's so boring, so unchallenging.

i didn't realize i was like that.

i want SOMETHING MORE CHALLENGING! more challening means MORE FUN!!!!

ya i know i am crazy.

yes i am starting to like work.

i am so proud even that day due to some reasons my dad told me just take leave for a day, but i insisted to go, and yeah! i went for work! :D so proud of myself.

and i am so happy to go to work nowadays. i will dress nice nice like supermodel, wearing super high sexy 4 inches killer heels, and super thick make up.......

ya.... your head. haha of course not. i am still myself :)

i really hope i can be myself there, and still be liked and respected :)

i love smiling and i love receiving smiles as well! =)

and i hope i can be true and do not need to fake any smile just to please anyone.

guess what? i just hope all the things that is making me happy in my life right now are not just temporary.

not like when i started to love this restaurant and the next thing i know they are either closed or shifted.

i really hope i could hold somethings back.

stop myself from ageing...

stop people that i love from going further and further from me....

but oh well, the earth is never gonna stop spinning,

everything has got to change, everyone has to move on.

you either go forward, or falling backwards. never stagnant.

yeah that's about it. i guess i would stop here. it's getting pretty late already!

p.s : i still remember the 99 year old thing.

p.s : i hope i can be less shy.

p.s: i hope i can just be like Guan Yin, not judging anyone, treating every in a similar manner :)

p.s: i am starting to love my job. the more challenging part, and also the workplace :)

p.s: oh yeah, please remember to take care of yourself alright? =)

Good Night. Have a wonderful weekend ~ :)