well,

I have a few bad news here.

Not to announce all for sure.

i'm so scared, people getting all kinds of sicknesses, people dying...

it's so unpredictable.

When it wants to come, then it comes right at your face.

Without any notification or whatsoever.

I'm sorry, did not intend to see it. but i just saw it.

it made me feel so scared. so scared that he will leave us one day.

i wanna spend more time with him.

i was so worried when i got to know about his lungs conditions.

i'm so scared. Gong, i promise i will spend more time with you. And popo too..

Next on,

this dancing partner of mine.

He, initially i felt that he came to class just because his cousin pulled him in.

He was not as passionate as his cousin.

slowly, especially towards the exam,

I find that he is slowly liking it , and i can see it from his facial expression when he danced with me.

i could feel that he is starting to like dancing, if not love.

really, from his smile, gesture, body language and all.

i'm sorry i did not go for the competition with you.

it was rather inappropriate for me to join you like that.

but why disappear like that?

i was rather sad to hear that he is stopping due to some personal problems.

really, i enjoyed dancing with him so much,

that i suddenly felt that my dancing life is quite hollow, meaningless now.

secretly hope that u can just come back, once again.

and we will do the dance. the international one.

never felt like going for it so badly, until i got to know that u have stopped.

p.s: i don't know, i really thought i found my dance partner. i seriously am very upset about it. And i dont feel like dancing with anyone for exam, or what. U know.

that kind of chemistry.....

damn. it's so difficult to get it.

and now it's gone..

really, i don't wanna hear your sorry. your very sorry..