Just Back From HK & Macau

Hong Kong Disney Land! so magical.. ;)



And At Macau, The Country of Dreams...


Western Kuan Yin / Oriental Mary
(so they say)
And de Ruins of St. Paul Church!

so magnificent.

i can stare at it for more than an hour, i swear ;)

It's so beautiful there at Macau. :)

It's such a lovely country. Really.

The buildings there are so English/European-Style..

My sis said Macau seems like a fake Rome. haha. Really.


I am loving it, and would like to visit there again for sure!

Who's in this time?

Air Asia Please! :D

Just because i know u will read this


shopaholic to the max!

Looking forward to the Next Outing!

When i don't see you, remember to take care and be happy always k.

Don't simply think negative and attract bad things anymore k :)

you're so lucky to get it back you know.

I will be here for you,

but for me to assist you,

you have to allow me to help you first k?

all the best in everything.

-Nothing's so BIG DEAL!- ;)

是否那天我们触电了?


那天我有去看流星雨!!

要等很久才有一粒。。。。

一粒来。。。

我们睡在路边...


但是感觉很舒服。。。




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I missed it...



But from what my friend said,



it really sounded very nice...


How nice if i was there as well...

If anyone going next time, bring me along yeah..

Christmas? I'm not feeling you yet :(

I always love Christmas.


Always am the very first ones to get excited about the Christmas Season, The Beautiful Christmas Decos..



This Year,


I don't know why.


Like Liz, I am not feeling the Christmas Joy yet.


I don't know.


I feel that it is so near, yet so far.


So Cheery, Yet so Lonely.



hmm.. I bet it's gonna be really nice to have a White Christmas :))


Enjoy you people who is so fortunate out there! :)


Death. and reborn.

I really think that we should live today as if we are really dying tomorrow. or perhaps tonight.

Some might think it is too negative or what.

But i say no.

It is indeed the most effective way to make us move.

The most instant way to help us remove fears in whatever we wanted to do but was afraid of.

And i think we will of course treasure the loved ones beside us more.

And also the unloved ones beside us, but those should be loved as well.

Or if it didn't work for you,

Try doing Yoga Corpse Pose.

Google it online.

Feel as if you are dying,

and are dying.

and is dead.

What regrets do you have in your mind?

What else did you want to do, but was left undone?

Who else did you want to meet, but was too busy?

What else did you want to say to your parents who has been raising and taking so good care of you?


Died.


Then Imagine and feel that you are reborn again.

Wake up,

do whatever left unattended.

Do whatever you feel like doing.

It's not gonna be wrong.

If you really did it sincerely with your heart.

Cuz they say, even the most evil man,

before he dies,

he speaks and only utter pleasant words, and asks others for only good favours.


Die, and reborn in this life again.

And begin a new life.

A Totally New One,

With Totally New Perspectives.

A Positive One, That is.

Love at First Sight!


Just came back from the workshop!


Great.


I am happily playing with it now!


It's a male. btw. haha.


but i secretly wished it was a female. :P


Trying to do some healing with it on my mom now!



p/s: my crystal is so unique-looking. i love it so much! muax.

i might show it to u one day if we do meet up! :D

Spend less for MORRRREE, I say!


I think it's a gift from God if we have a taste.


Good Taste i mean.


We don't necessarily have to splurge.


The smartest shopper would be the one who can come back home with something which look so totally expensive,


yet did not burn any big hole in their pockets!



That is an art,



which not much people have, i think.


To err is human,

i'm sure we make wrong puchase decisions too sometimes...


But well, who cares, right.



start learning to be a smarter shopper now!



Purchase something which look like a castle,
but cost you like a kettle!



Don't have too much faith in Branded Goods, yeah.


I didn't say no branded goods please,

I mean we should only opt for those reasonably priced ones!



Don't you like it when people ask you,


'Oh my god. i love your dress so much, did you get it from xxx (some expensive store)


but in actual fact, it was actually really cheap??




Or do you prefer,


'Eh, nice dress, i think i saw something like that at Sg. Wang.'


and your face turned blue,

because it costs you a bomb!




Ah. It's an art. i say. it's an art.

And i'm not too sure if practice makes perfect this time!


Always obtain a second or even third opinion if uncertain!

from trusted parties and not the salesperson of course!


Oh Yeah, by the way,

Christmas is near, Already!


Happy Shopping ya!



Spend More for less this time,


or

Spend less for MORREEeee?

you decide. ;)

I don't know what brought you here


But if you are here, please love me for who i am.

Unpolished Pearl?

I have a test tomorrow.

But i can't tell you what test it is! ha! :P

well.

I just realized that sometimes we happened to be able to do things that we never thought we are capable of!

That is very strange to us sometimes.


But, i would say it was actually your hidden talents / potentials.

I secretly believe that we have so many hidden talents which are yet to be discovered!


I myself too have done quite some things which i never thought i will be able to do it.

And I think it is basically because of:


1. What others have said.

- especially those negative remarks.

And especially when everyone seem to look down on you.
-

Then to shut their mouth and to make them stare with admiring eyes,

We Made it!

We will no matter what put 100 times extra efforts secretly behind their backs,

and

just shine
and blind their eyes all of a sudden! hehehe :P


2. Jealousy.

Why they can do it, and why i can't????

Why they have it, but i don't have it!!


Looking at the glass greener on the other side,

I always start to wonder why they can do it, and why can't i?!


Sometimes, without hesitating much,

I would start to do what they are doing great, which i admire, or secretly is jealous and envy about.

Really,


I am not kidding,

I have done something out from zero.

And is doing it quite well.

Without much flaws.


You don't have to know whether you are good or not.

You know it when people start to compliment you,


as if you are born with that talent!


And no one would know that you started from A.

but you totally looked like you were born at Y.


Well if you know what i mean.


Just wanted to say, dont have doubts in yourself.


start to search for more hidden talents within you.



Unleash them all.


And Steal the Limelight from all.


haha.


Good Luck.



p/s: Practice really makes Perfect.


And

Just Do It!


No matter how uncertain the outcome will be.


You'll never regret.

Hi Good Morning People! :)

Good Morning!

Woke up this morning.

Tuned the Alarm Clock earlier than usual.

I had a plan. (:

A surprise perhaps u can call that!

But, a surprise can always be dumped. If you do not tell earlier :(

That is the dark side of it :(




Remain it as a secret?

I am quite hungry. haha. :)


Cook my breakfast, or Out for Breakfast alone?


Must be him who talked so much about break-fast break-fast last night.

I was never a Breakfast person.

until i started working.

Need all that carbo energy protein all that nutrients to keep my brain running!!


I never blog for so long. I think it's a waste of time. Already.

But when i look at others' blog, oh my, how nice if i have the time and stronger will to blog..

Maybe i might start blogging again.

It's considered an Luxury now, Really. Especially for working people.

After work, u get so tired and worn out, u rather spend time not thinking about anything.

Shopping, Lying there, Tvbs, Facebooking..




This is something we should stop, oh stop!

Should starting eating more ROTI! :P

I mean get more Return of Time Investment (ROTI)!

Stop wasting time, like 06.23 am of 10th December 2009 ,

yes, it has passed. and will never come back again.
whether spent wisely or not.


Make use of all the 24 hours by doing something more constructive!

Get the most of out it.

Remember, don't put everything in one basket..
Diversification, Remember?


Low Risk? High Risk? You Decide.

But that decides your return too... :) your ROTI!



Be the most successful investor of life /(Time) i say.

Be the one who has the Most ROTI!

I hope you have found the best way to invest your time for the time being!


For those who have not, (just like me) Let us start now!

Stop wasting even a single second.


(Plan is just a plan without execution!)


Let us all stop Procrastinating like how we used to do!

Can you just start seeing from a bird eyes′ view?


I wonder why some people are so short sighted that they just can't seem to see the bigger picture of everything? NO PAIN NO GAIN. Why some simply are just too resistant towards the pain hence sacrificing or even overlooking the huge gain? I was rather disappointed. When you just wanted good things for them. When you just wanted to help to improve their life. I guess all people above 18 are matured enough to think and decide for themselves. I shall not interfere further.. May God bless them. Perhaps it is not meant to be. Perhaps they are meant to learn and live life through the hard ways. God Bless.

下雨天

怎樣的雨 ,怎樣的夜,

怎樣的我能讓你更想念?


雨要多大,天要多黑,

才能夠有你的體貼?




Gratitude :)

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to?


Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.


Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.


Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.


Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.


Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.


It's easy to be thankful for the good things.


A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.


Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.


found this online.

I think we should all appreciate for what we have.

By being thankful and grateful, all the good things come more into our life! :)

I really think our thoughts can change the entire world.

I mean your own entire world. Why would you want to waste your time to change others' world ?

I have this guy classmate in dance.

I seriously dislike him.

He complains all the mistakes on me.

Dancing is about two person. Okay.

So everytime when we rotate.

I dont look at his eyes.

Whatever he said,

I just put a light smile, just like telling him :"Whatever you wanna say...."

Or just look away.

Then often we can't dance in sync.

either he will lead me wrong ways or just that our timing is out. or our routines would be not syncronized.


that day i thought to myself.

Why not just change your thoughts,

the more you hate it, the more he will complain, the more mistakes will be made, the more anger will be created.


so i just look into his eyes. Dance with him with a Neautral Heart. No Hatred or Anger or Whatsoever.

Surprisingly, we did quite a good job that time.

Quite in Sync.

Not much problem.




But No way,

i still do not want to dance with him at the Annual Night.

I know he wants to. Blek.

Even asking the teacher to ask me to dance with him. What the.

Sorry lo. I don't like to dance with you.


No mood.

Kevin Please Come Back Fast. I heard that you are coming back.

I can't be dancing with this guy at the exam.


Btw, the thing that i wanna say is , just by changing your thoughts, just by looking at a same situation from a different perspective, Everything Changes!

So that day i did a great dance with him.


But i chose not to, always. :P


well. He deserves that. Talk so much!



OK. I KNOW i never blog for very long. But Hope you like the Gratitude post! :)

A post for myself.

i am here.

not to blog for anyone.

Just to blog for myself, perhaps.

Just to remind myself every single day.

to not be overshadowed by all these negative thoughts.

day and days passing by. so fast.

time and tide waits for no one. and no one.

It's only myself who is not going to benefit if i still stay like that.

if i still do not improve myself. i am just gonna stay this way forever.

and it sucks. looking at myself like that. slacking each day.

negative personal growth. very bad. terrible. miserable.

Hence, this post is mainly for myself.

i have a diary last time. very very long ago. I am too lazy to write.

U may read this too if you want.


Things for myself to remember.

I always tell people this and that and this and that [macam very good advisor]

but in actual fact, when you yourself is in the situation, u are always, most likely blinded.

cannot see clearly. like even more blinded than people who have lost their eyesight.

so here is just whatever i feel like writing. no rules. no boundaries. no plans.

gonna let it flow wherever it wants to.



  • Always am so confused with my own fashion taste. I bought so many clothes, i was so happy.

    Now i look at my wardrobe, and it seem like there is nothing for me to wear. At all.


  • I was so moody the other day, wanted to look for something more colourful to brighten me up. What the, all i can see was black and black and grey if not white , green, blue. and black and brown. only left with some colourful ones bought very long ago during uni time.

  • crazy. i think i need to get more colourful pieces for work. no more dressing everyday like i can attend the funerals anytime!!

  • sometimes, i am so confused. I look at some people who dressed so hard. who seem like they are trying too hard. i wonder myself, why oh why do they have to waste so much time throwing everything on their body making them look even messier than a messy christmas tree. i mean its like they look abit pathetic to me.

  • i sometimes do think that the clothes, the outfits, all are just secondary. what is more important is the inside. But In business, they say Packing and Presentation is also Equally Important...

I think Life is a confusing game sometimes... Most of the time, i mean.

[ i have so many to write, but i am already feeling exhausted. will continue soon]

after a tea break perhaps. give me sometime.

HEHEHE!! feli and i share the same birthday for once!!! :D


lalala.. i am so happy for you girl.

you have grown up. 22 already.
a very Happy Birthday to you.


and hope everything is extremely Fine for you :)

Fine. Very Fine! :)

Love Ya.

Anything, we are there. ;) will Always be there for you.

p.s: air tickets on you k :P


hope u have a GREAT and FABULOUS ONE!! :D


Blek.


I'm still 21 now. Please ask for my Age before the clock strucks at 12 :-P yes what is so big deal about our age. As long as we still have dreams that keeps us young at heart always .. Forever 21!!:-D

知人知面不知心

It's quite scary sometimes...

Don't ever betray one's trust.

Because it will never be granted again.

Never..

OPEN YOUR EYES BIG BIG BIG BIG and SEE EVERY SINGLE THING (ESPECIALLY HUMAN BEINGS) EXTREMELY CLEARLY.


Never Judge on first impression.

You need at least 12 months.

Don't run too fast into conclusions.

Or you might regret.

You will never know what this person is really thinking at the back of his/her head..

you never know.......

Wee.


We had so much fun!:-D i hope i still can remember the way to oug and hope Yeen can remember how to come my house ah Haha. Looking forward for our next outing! Flee market at night lo. Muax. It's amazing we still can get so crazy with each other .. Hehe! Soon! Soon! I enjoyed myself! (;

Mei Mei.


That's my cute Mei Mei. I very long never go crazy with her already. Except for the graduation day photo session. I miss her so much liao. So busy i have not much time for her. Muacks. Si jie love u k. Study smart and become someone useful and also a great person later in life k (: you can do it der.

Hey!


My dearest tomato dear is so Damn pretty today. I super love your hair k. So so so happy to see you again. Muacks.. So yi yi bu she. Hahaha. Missing u already. (: remember to stay happy always k?

Hey!


Finally got that piece of paper!:-P the Graduation Ceremony was a blast. Thanks my dearestssss for comin! You know who you are Haha. And Congrats to All who graduated too! :-D MAY ALL OF US HAVE REALLY BRIGHT FUTURE..

Hey!


Finally got that piece of paper!:-P the Graduation Ceremony was a blast. Thanks my dearestssss for comin! You know who you are Haha. And Congrats to All who graduated too! :-D MAY ALL OF US HAVE REALLY BRIGHT FUTURE..

Oh no


Look at the the Books i have. The box is already full. Am tidying my super messy for very long since work started room.. I think i need to stop adding anymore things to my room. Haha. And i simply have too many Books waiting for me to be read. Not to mention clothes, shoes, accessories, and all that you would have plenty as well. Perhaps i should give away some of them... So many to tidy yet! Jia You!

陶醉在几米的世界里...


Just bought a book today. But read thee or four of 几米's Books there! He's one of my favorite. Loving the moments when i'm so into his fantasy yet so realistic world...

Come to jaya33!!


Went there for subway just now. And i saw my collegues over there! Go grab for really really cheap kitkat and MILO chocolates before it's all gone! I bought some to support. Got some free gifts too Haha. Smarties available too. Really super cheap compare to outside.. Just near the fitness centre and flea market....Hope you Enjoy your ChOCoLatey MErDeKa!! (:

Blek.


Who wants to come to the bookfest at klcc with me again? For my third time Haha. I love love love Booksss... Muacks.

10 Things God Won't ask u on the day u leave the world...

(1)



God won't ask what kind of car you drove.


He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.







(2)








God won't ask the square footage of your house.


He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.



(3)


God won't ask about the clothes you have in your closet.


He'll ask how many you helped to clothe.






(4)



God won't ask what your highest salary was.


He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.


(5)






God won't ask what your job title was.


He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.



(6)



God won't ask how many friends you had.


He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.

(7)




God won't ask in what neighbourhood you lived.


He'll ask how you treated your neighbours.



(8)



God won't ask about the colour of your skin.


He'll ask about the content of your character.






(9)




God won't ask why it took so long for you to seek salvation.


He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in Heaven, but not the to gates of Hell.



(10)




Well, a friend forwarded this to me through e-mail.

I find it very meaningful.


Hence decided to post it up for everyone here to see.

went googled for the pictures above as well :)


as the pictures are only with sceneries.

Well, definitely not because of the 10th point that i am posting this up.


Hope you guys would appreciate these few simple yet extremely meaningful lines =)


Always remember to do good.

Say no evil, Hear no evil, do no evil. :)

Always be true to yourself as well.

And treat others with love, love, love. =)


Hope the post will enlighten you,

because it did enlightened me, very much.

well,

I have a few bad news here.

Not to announce all for sure.

i'm so scared, people getting all kinds of sicknesses, people dying...

it's so unpredictable.

When it wants to come, then it comes right at your face.

Without any notification or whatsoever.


I'm sorry, did not intend to see it. but i just saw it.

it made me feel so scared. so scared that he will leave us one day.

i wanna spend more time with him.

i was so worried when i got to know about his lungs conditions.

i'm so scared. Gong, i promise i will spend more time with you. And popo too..

Next on,

this dancing partner of mine.

He, initially i felt that he came to class just because his cousin pulled him in.

He was not as passionate as his cousin.

slowly, especially towards the exam,

I find that he is slowly liking it , and i can see it from his facial expression when he danced with me.

i could feel that he is starting to like dancing, if not love.

really, from his smile, gesture, body language and all.



i'm sorry i did not go for the competition with you.

it was rather inappropriate for me to join you like that.

but why disappear like that?

i was rather sad to hear that he is stopping due to some personal problems.

really, i enjoyed dancing with him so much,

that i suddenly felt that my dancing life is quite hollow, meaningless now.

secretly hope that u can just come back, once again.

and we will do the dance. the international one.

never felt like going for it so badly, until i got to know that u have stopped.

p.s: i don't know, i really thought i found my dance partner. i seriously am very upset about it. And i dont feel like dancing with anyone for exam, or what. U know.

that kind of chemistry.....

damn. it's so difficult to get it.

and now it's gone..

really, i don't wanna hear your sorry. your very sorry..

My medicines!


Doctor gave me two days MC. YAY! I'm really happy. He's that doctor i saw last Year. He still remember me! And asked any exam this time Haha. So nice to see him again. Yes i will drink more water for sure doctor.. =) oh yeah don't worry it's not H1N1..

Hey


I'm at clinic now. Waiting to see the doctor. I hope the doctor this time is as nice as the last time i was here.. Just met a nice and friendly guy here. Coming here to pay his remaining consultation fees. Well he has recovered i guess hence he's so bubbly. Thanks for making me feeling better even if it's just a little. Yes i will take care of myself.

hi

i'm sick today. :(

it started on tuesday itself, with the sorethroat.

then wednesday the flu is coming, and slight fever in the morning as well.

but i still went to work and smile and talk and walk and do everything as if i am not sick.

i salute to myself :P

well, i have met so many BIG people in the business yesterday.

and had a great talk with someone. very motivating and uplifting.

so i think it's a net gain afterall. ;)

specially thanks to kenneth that i am feeling much better this time. :)

not going for work today..

decided to let my body breathe. let it be healed first.


Good Day Everyone =)


p.s: i dont know why i have this feeling that i have run a thousand miles non-stop
and i really need a break now.

but don't get me wrong.

i am enjoying my job so much now.

so many things to be learned.

the sponge simply just need to take a break now to absorb more things tomorrow,
day after tomorrow, and many many tomorrows...






today,

i am not feeling so happy.

well, i was quite happy. but after receiving a call, i could feel that my entire world is collapsing.

i cannot live without you.

i simply cannot live without you.

i just lost everything.

maybe tomorrow u might see me smile, but that is not the smile that is reflected from my heart.

for my heart is crying.

it is bleeding.

Really. i said Really. I trusted you. I trust you. And will always trust you the most.

Don't feel cheated. Never. because it makes me feeling even more upset.

I'm feeling so lost. so lost in the middle of nowhere.

come save me.
please do something about it.

i cannot, and i do not wanna believe in whatever you just said.

simply because i can't take it.

You are so prescious.

so prescious to me.

now, u are telling me that everything might be the same, but everything might not be the same anymore.

no, i can't.

Just when everything seem to be settling down..

I swear it was only fear.

I swear it was not suspicious mind.

I swear.

I trust you so much.

I hope the Universe will build all these connections back.

As i need them very badly.

i just feel like i'm slowly sinking into a deep deep sea.

Very Dark.

somewhere which i do not know the directions of.

come dive in and save me ok?

it's crazy that i feel like dying.

i have no mood for my work anymore.

I feel like ending all these.

I feel like going back into the past.

And i promise, i will give you my full support. and all the trust i can give.

and i'm really sorry for making you feeling that way.

really.

really.
p.s: i feel like a living corpse now. Like a body without a soul.


那天 ,我去放风筝了... 风筝飞得高高的, 越来越高,越来越远… 儿时的回忆却似乎越靠越进了… 那天的我,很开心,真的很开心… 微风带来了回忆,时间仿佛停止了转动… 亲爱的曾经路过我的人生的你,我好想你们!!啊………!! 我心中大声的呼喊着你们, 你听见了吗?

YOOOOu HOooooo!!!

it's Friday AGAIN! :D

so damn happy.

for a working person,

the Most happiest day for him/her would be PAY DAY!

the second happiest day would be FRI-DAY! :P

that's what i personally think la. :P

i mean that's what most of us look foward to ma.

during monday, i hope its not monday but its tue/wed/thurs instead so friday comes faster and yeah! our SatuRDAY NIGHT FEVER come and our BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY MORNING comes :P
yeah.

i am extremely happy today.

Guess what. My work, my job i mean is so damn interesting.

i'm -lovin -it -so- much just like how they love MacDonalds :P

ok back to my working life.

i'm lovin each second of it.


Credit Control, of course it really did give me some kind of foundation to understand how things work.


now, Sales.

it's so challenging.

it's so unpredictable.

anything can come at any time of the day!!

i love this feeling.
we
(me and my current boss-the management executive),

we look at datas everyday


(well, it's my third day only haha. the first day he went out and asked me to stay to read the reportssssSS)

we analyse datas everyday(i assume)

we have to set target for the salesmans to reach OUR TARGET.

we have to check the availability of stock, and predict the market demand,
and to see what to order, and HOW much to order.

this is a very important step as the products' lifespan are really short like 5-7 months.

so we can't afford to overstock ourselves.

it's so exciting.

it's so different.

i learn so many from the management executive in just 3, er i mean 2 days.

i have attended an Interview. it was really fun to see how the applicant promote and sell himself.

Also, u get to know so many other things from him if he happened to work in other companies or industries.

Also, my management executive is so damn IMPROMPTU one.


Today is Friday. So i decided to dress semi-formal. to suit the "Casual Friday" Theme like how they always state in Fashion Magazines.

Then my executive told me, :" Today, we are going to a few places"

i was like what! but lucky i brought a purple scarf which looks quite elegant and formal , and my working outfit was 50%50% la. meaning not too informal la.


so we went Shah Alam and did Market Visit!

Two Wholesalers!

was really fun! :D

looking at the products... :)


thank you so much for teaching me so much in such a short period of time :)


i seriously enjoy so much.
but stop asking me whether i find it more interesting or fun in Credit Control Department OR here at your place. Because i guess you know the answer. :P VERY SENSITIVE QUESTION LE!


yes. and my dance exam result is OUT already! :D

thanks DA JIE so much for putting the EXOTIC MAKE UP for me. (and also my hair :P)

She Deserves this Remark from the Examiner! (SUPER LOOK!) :P My Teacher told me the Examiner loves my look. haha. lalala :P


but i thought my makeup was too thick that day...............................hmmmm....


ok yeah about the results u can ask me personally. for those who care :P


oh yes. and thanks tzee yeen dear for the support and also motivation for work(u know what i mean, i keep my promise) ;)


oh yes, so enjoy your Weekend Buddies!! :D



p/s: i have received a few name cards already. BuT BUT BUT i still don't have my own yet. :(
plus plus plus please remind me to buy a name card holder okay.............