are u true?

u know sometimes u feel so terribly down,

that u don't feel like doing anything at all??

u just feel like surrendering all the sweet memories u have in you and just turn over a new leaf and stop being so emo and emo and emo?

i don't know.

emo-ness is such a killer.

it makes u having no mood to study, no mood to attempt tutorial questions,

or even no mood to attend the monash ball after getting all the necessary stuffs.

no mood to do anything at all except being emo.

the feeling sucks.

seriously.

i wanna eat.

i don't know

i wanna go out.

i wanna go out.


i don't know

wonder who would actually know what u really feel.

like,

well even if u do,

doesn't mean u would give a damn right.

so u read my blog.

why are u reading it ??

do u really care?

are u really someone who cares about me so much that u are really so interested to know what is going on with my life?

or are u just someone who hates me and just wanna laugh at whatever emo days i have?

i don't know.

i just wanna know where can we find true people.

the world is so full of pretentious people,

that i really have no idea how to deal with them anymore.

so much to be emo.

i want a break.

i need a break.

break from all these pretenses..

where can i find genuineness?

where can i find sincerity?

where??

tell me...

feeling so weak now that i have no strength to even believe that there are actually people who are true existed in this world.

truly true people who i don't have to get so headache to be with..

i don't know.

may the emo goes off soon...